gracie b

aggressive, shame-based, divisive, vengeful politics are a traumatizing and traumatized way of going abt trying to bring abt change in others – and ultimately ineffective; I don’t mean that ppl shld never be angry, shld never feel vengeful, shld never lash out; I don’t mean that these don’t have a place – these communicate important and valuable information, and draw attention to exasperation, to suffering, to exhaustion, to injustice

Are you in a relationship or just having fun right now?

I am restless. Eager. Yet unproductive. […] But I biked to town today to shop […]. Loaded my black patent leather bag with sherry, cream cheese (for grammy’s apricot tarts), thyme, basil, bay leaves (for Wendy’s" exotic stews - - - a facsimile of which now simmers on the stove), golden wafers (such an elegant name for Ritz crackers), apples and green pears. I was getting worried about becoming too happily stodgily practical: instead of studying Locke, for instance, or writing - - - I go make an apple pie, or study the Joy of Cooking, reading it like a rare novel. Whoa, I said to myself. You will escape into domesticity & stifle yourself by falling headfirst into a bowl of cookie batter. And just now I pick up the blessed diary of Virginia Woolf which I bought with a battery of her novels saturday with Ted. And she works off her depression over rejections from Harper’s (no less! - - - and I hardly can believe that the Big Ones get rejected, too!) by cleaning out the kitchen. And cooks haddock & sausage. Bless her. I feel my life linked to her, somehow. I love her […].