gia’s diary. 𐙚˙⋆

ok i lied i hate being single

constantly thinking about giving my sweet girl aftercare. there’s genuinely nothing i’d love more than her head on my chest as we catch our breath together , my fingers running through the roots of her hair and murmuring to her so she can feel the vibrations from my chest “… you did so good for me baby .. you were perfect … love you so much … just breathe now angel … let me take care of you now love …”. i’d make sure she drinks some water , maybe a little snack , before i run a bath/shower. i’d wash her hair and leave little kisses over all the marks i left , still telling her how well she did for me and how good she is for letting me take care of her like this. i’d tuck her back into bed , make sure she’s all cosy and put on a comfort show and hold her until she inevitably falls asleep.

i really want a gf. i miss being loved, i miss loving, i miss the intimacy. :(