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Do you realize what a live force you are, just to speak of you in the abstract? You represent everything that is vital, live, moving, rising, flying, soaring
Anaïs Nin, Henry and June: From "A Journal of Love": The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1931-1932
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Every month I look for fics like this, so I decided it was about time I wrote one of my own.
18+ MDNI. Copia x Reader. Period cramp comfort, dry humping. ~1.4k words. Not proofread, will be thrown on AO3 at some point.
You can't quite get comfortable. The painkillers and hot water bottle nestled under your shirt are helping a little, but the dull ache and an occasional twinge keeps you awake, frustrated and constantly shifting under the covers.
You whisper an apology as Copia rolls over, squinting in the dark to check on you but he pulls you into his chest and wraps his arms around you. His hand slides over the small of your back and begins to rub in circles, gradually applying pressure until he hears a muffled groan of relief.
He kisses your hairline, unbothered by the gathering sweat there, pressing his lips to it over and over again. Your legs entangle with his and you find yourself melting into his embrace, despite how hot and gross you feel. Continuing to knead into your back and hips in an attempt to massage the deep muscles into submission, he asks what you need and where. But he knows, and all you ask for is more, harder and yes, just like that.
He also knows that a back rub is also only the first step and, when he gently rolls you over and snuggles up to your back, you smile as his hands reach around to cradle your stomach and focus their attention there. However, as his hips press up against you, there is something else which sways yours.
"Sorry," he mumbles as you chuckle. "You make those noises and say those things, itâĻ he cannot really tell the difference."
This only makes you laugh harder, which really doesn't help matters. Neither does his fingers digging into the flesh under your stomach just where your muscles are twinging hardest. You moan in relief and Copia nuzzles into your neck as he tries to lock his hips in place, but you can't stop wriggling. Not on purpose, at first. But suddenly, after a full evening of not wanting anyone near you, the combination of his soothing touch, his breath hot and heavy in your ear and his cock pressed hard up against your ass releases a rush of hormones that takes over any other thought.
A bit slow to catch on, Copia restrains himself until he feels you pulling his hand between your legs. You push yourself into his palm and the heat alone, even through two layers of clothing, makes him weak.
"You sure? You said you didn't want to earlier."
You huff out a whiny breath. "Changed my mind. Please."
You don't need tell him twice. Although he does start slowly, not entirely sure how effective working over your pyjama pants will be, he quickly realises how sensitive you are and how best to use that to his advantage. He really doesn't need to do much. Your hand stays over his to keep it in place and you rub yourself against his fingers.
"Mmm, whatever you need," he purrs into your ear, voice still gravelly from sleep. "Papa's got you."
You moan and press him down harder, winding your hips until you feel impossibly wet and needy. He feels your pace falter into light shudders in his arms and immediately knows to take the lead. His hand curves down and he circles his palm, the heel of it massaging you enough to elicit a steady throb.
"Talk," you gasp. "Just keep doing that and talk to me. Don't stop."
There isn't much Copia loves more than you writhing under his touch, feeling you become more and more desperate for him. Also a huge fan of clear communication and instruction, he can't help but rut against you as he starts to strain against his boxers, hissing as they chafe where he is most sensitive.
"Use me. However you want. It's what I'm here for."
You reach back to pull him closer, finding the side of his neck and letting him feel the sting of fingernails clinging to him. He gives you exactly what you ask for: a steady flow of babbling encouragement only broken by groans, low and hungry, and almost smug confirmations that he knows exactly how good he's making you feel.
Just as he begins to struggle to continue speaking, your mewling becomes too loud for you to hear him anyway and he puts his mouth to better use. It nibbles at your ear before sliding down your neck and lazily kisses across your shoulder. When his hips buck forward with a grunt, the sound travels through you like a jolt of electricity and you're filled with more energy than you've felt for days; more than enough to roll over and sling your leg over his hip, diving into a messy, breath-stealing kiss.
Coming up for air, you remain nose to nose, now angled perfectly to roll yourself over his bulge. It's not pretty, or even comfortable, but it might be the hottest thing Copia has ever seen. He moans directly into your mouth, his own arousal now seeping through his underwear, which you mirror as your hand twists in his hair.
You drag him on top of you and before he can ask what you need from him, your legs wrap around his waist hard enough to crush you both together and for him to struggle to move. But he manages, with your help and insistence, to find a way. When he can't tell the difference between a moan of pleasure and pain, he tries to ask again but is left speechless as you grind up into him.
Still caged in by your thighs and at the mercy of your hand pulling his hair, he bears down and gives you everything you need. His hips thrust and circle and curve over you until all you feel is burning friction and a fire in your core. With one last cry, you arch into him with your eyes screwed shut, bending with the wave of pleasure rushing through you. He slows down but doesn't stop rocking into you until your last shiver and you're looking up at him, face painted with bliss, and satiated.
He exhales shakily and you recognise his expression. Relief, but the not the kind he deserves. Just as he begins to convince himself that he's grateful not to have to find more underwear, you reach down to stroke over the damp material.
"You don't ha-HAVE t-to," he splutters, but his body betrays him, leaning into the gentle touch.
His mouth opens wide as you find a comfortable grip and slide over the outline of his cock, gradually growing in confidence with a mischievous grin as his shuddering shakes the bed. You palm over his tip a few times and then drag your fingers down to cradle him, with the lightest squeeze which makes him buck forward. Biting your lip, you nod and he allows himself to continue.
It doesn't take long for him to speed up and start to whimper as he feels his insides contract. His whole body stutters and his voice cracks with an extended sigh after a final jerk forward into your hand, spilling over the edge. With his arms starting to struggle with his own weight, he lowers himself carefully to press his temple to yours, and then eases down to lie on your chest.
The only sounds for a while are heavy breaths and the odd squeak of mattress springs. You still feel the occasional cramp but, even if it is just for few minutes, there are other feelings which pull your focus. You become acutely aware of your breathing slowing and your eyelids feeling heavier, and you decide not to fight it. But, just before you can drift off, you feel Copia's lips on your cheek and then are fully awakened by him rolling off you.
He lies on his side, admiring you with his familiar lovesick stare that always make you melt. You return it, and he brings your wrist to his lips for a quick peck before placing your hand over his heart. You both know neither of you need to say anything.
However, as the realisation that you need to get out of bed to clean yourself up, you groan and he knows exactly why. He shuffles in closer.
"I know it is the middle of the night butâĻ shower?" You pout, but you know you should. You really don't want to move. Again, he knows what you're thinking. "I will carry you in there myself if you need me to. Throw you over my shoulder."
You crack a smile and giggle as he drags you out of bed.
I just want a word with Ghost's current social media and marketing teams, because I really think they dropped the ball this album cycle.
A lot of complaints that fans have could've been avoided simply by having better communication and promotion, instead of staying silent and mysterious. I 100% blame the way some fans have gotten bored, fatigued, or have dropped off entirely on shitty marketing. They really let the hype die in a frankly spectacular way by wasting every single opportunity they had to drum up excitement.
There are issues with the tour that will prevent it from being world-wide like was initially teased? TELL US! People were mad because you led them to believe for months that you might be coming somewhere they could see you! The point where you realize that's impossible should be the point where you make announcements. You don't just leave us to figure it out on our own.
There was so much SILENCE this album/tour cycle! There was so much potential for fun, engaging posts and campaigns that would have kept the lifeblood flowing through the fandom. You could've taken a page from the Meliora era and made silly little Instagram posts that took 10 minutes tops to create. The possibilities were endless, but you chose to only pop up with cold, copy-pasted "we wish to inform you" posts promoting shit. Usually the SAME shit, over and over.
And as much as I adore Vanessa and enjoyed seeing the fans, Ghoulbangers Ball really should have featured some behind the scenes footage. Give us SOMETHING other than an occasional tour-bus tour. I get that they're showing us some of that now with the movie, but it's too late, fellas. I personally know a lot of fans who felt so left out by the "world" tour that they became bitter and left entirely. That NEVER should have happened, y'all fucked up and alienated fans who were too far away from and/or couldn't afford a show. The movie should feel like a celebration and a fun recap! Instead, I'm getting post-mortem vibes of how everything went wrong. It feels like a "Well damn, here. Here's what happened. Ya happy?" and I cannot help but feel that the vibes would be massively different if there had been an ounce of transparency during the tour.
The most bittersweet part is how STRONG the album cycle started with the reveal of Papa V and the teasing of the album. That was so much fun, everyone was excited, the online community was buzzing! And then it just... stopped, once the album dropped. They frontloaded the whole cycle and, what, forgot that fans aren't going to be content with radio silence once they have the album?
Idk, I just feel like the weird vibes and meh energy a lot of people are expressing could have been very easily avoided. There was no need to lose steam! I sincerely hope they learn something from this experience.
For the record, I am in no way trying to shit on them or be negative. I am a ride-or-die, they are my special interest and they have me in a vice-grip. I just can't help but feel a little sad seeing the people around me in the community drop off one by one because bad decisions were made that WOULD have been easily prevented by a more skilled, professional team in charge of interacting with fans. We didn't want to be sold more merch. We wanted a CRUMB of consideration.
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Does anyone else find Tender Father calling Copia a real macho man hysterical? Like, he lacks anything I associate with "machismo" and it's not even a fandom thing. He's a bumbling fool most of the time, lacking any aggression or bravado. And when he isn't being a fool he is thoughtful and kind to fans and somewhat introspective.
Like, I can't tell if the word he was looking for was "playboy" but "macho" really seems like he used the wrong word.
I agree he probably had the wrong word with "macho," but one of the things I find fascinating about Copia is his very unique brand of masculinity. He's going to go onstage in full Godfather cosplay, but as the showiest peacock character the movies can offer.
The most skintight perfectly-tailored bespoke suit he can find, but he's gonna wiggle his butt around and enter the stage on a tricycle. Military jacket but it's over the fanciest little bedazzled vest.
Immaculate fits with all the dressings of machismo but none of the hot air to fill it as other men do.
Tobias is playing with us (and playing with gender, as he do) but Copia, whose most dominant character trait is insecurity, is serious about it, I think. I think Copia is trying to be macho, he just doesn't know how.
Gender is a costume and Tobias is a drag king, and in this essay I will-