𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

should i eat first or shower first *has phone in couch time for another 3 hours due to choice procrastination, a behavioral phenomenon observed in pigeons and rats as well*

i' m something of a pigeons and rats myself

i'd play in the creek now as an adult. i'd sit in the stream and collect rocks for a while

“how did you get into writing” girl nobody gets into writing. writing shows up one day at your door and gets into you

"how did you get into writing" girl i've been tormented by the visions since i was eight years old

looks inside procrastination -> it's anxiety -> looks inside anxiety -> it's fear -> looks inside fear -> it's shame

Surely these circumstances will improve with additional shame

I do not want half your heart. I want the chambers, the arteries, the blood pressure, the panic.