Ghostly Thoughts

Anyways, I’m happy all queer people get to come out of the shadows now!! And also queer merchandise, istg this month is literally the only time I see fun colors out in public. Well, apart from Christmas but that’s in like 6 months so it’s not important rn

Aka sleeping well over 10 hours a night now

Makes it worse when there’s a person connected to them

I only went there for 3 summers and yet it was the most relaxed and unbothered I had ever been. Every day was something new and I fucking loved it. Organizing movie disks while watching Shrek 2, painting in the kitchen and splattering paint on each other’s clothes, going kayaking and freaking out about the jellyfish, getting mail and going on several side quests before even reaching the mailboxes, listening to music on the swing set and bonding over Lemon Demon, playing just dance and making her mom laugh with sarcastic comments about how good I am as I was actively losing points, playing epic Mickey and us not understanding the fucking lock mechanisms (you had to do it a specific way and we ignored it until we didn’t have a choice), the smell of overly sweet popcorn and Dr Pepper, watching Alice in wonderland on her bed, picking berries in 100 degree heat, the way she would switch the knocks she’d make on my door to wake me up, rocking on the hammock and trying our damn best to not flip over, the music festival, driving back home listening to oldies and sticking my hand out the window while they sang along, talking about how good Flowers from 1970 is and her trying to get me to finish it (still have not finished it but I will….one day)