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Logan sniffled softly “I know you’re not…But…You’re not with me.” He mumbled  before looking away “No one else wants me…So I’ll wait.” he muttered “I’ll wait till I die…I’ll change everything about myself so we’ll work..I’ll do all the work.” he squeaked out. “W-Without you I have no one..”Â
Derrick sighed softly. He wasn’t sure if there was anything that he could say to make Logan happy right now so instead he just remained silent, hugging Logan close. “I know that’s not true. I Thought that was true when I was just starting to get clean. But I know you have people out there who love and care for you.”
Logan sniffled softly and shook his head “you really only see one side of me, Derrick, I only show you the happy side, the fake side of me. You don’t see how lonely I really am in this place. The only people I have in my life are my body guards and I fucking pay them...you’re the only one that came into my life willingly and showed me love”














