the loved one

English Lyrics:

Recently I’ve been spending my days mindlessly On some days, when I’ve even forgotten about the weather, I am mesmerized by umbrellas opening one by one, without even thinking to avoid the rain falling once more (yeah)

Right in that moment, the thoughts of you I’ve repressed come back all at once

It’s hard for me Because like a sudden shower, you pour rain on me every time Once again, it ends as I am left here in the rain (left alone) Like this, like this I get completely soaked before I know it, yeah

What should fade away only deepens (deepens more) Traces that were buried grow more intense This is how, even after time passes, I’m still in the same place (woo ah) I can’t even move one step (yeah)

Sometimes, feelings of loss overflow with all of my heart This is how it falls (oh)

It’s hard for me Because like a sudden shower, you pour rain on me every time Once again, it ends as I am left here in the rain Like this, like this I get completely soaked before I know it, yeah

Are these my dried out thoughts coming back to fall down Tracing a path through drenched hair, raindrops flowing on my face The world has turned its back on us with its prejudice The sky reveals us in our stead

It suddenly appears and suddenly fades away Having been softly trampled, my heart feels lighter Like fog in the night, I am in my loneliness The moon drenched in rain, having lost the sun, feels so cold

It keeps repeating Every day, memories that had once stopped raining Are all falling now, growing thick Just like yesterday, I wait for you once more, searching for you through what traces of you are left

Even now, for me, because only your smiling face flickers across my eyes Once again, in the rain it spreads deeper, ha ha woah In my heart, yeah

English Lyrics:

In this timeless dream, after losing the light, what’s left of Day and night Not being able to reach you even if I call for you, this night I’ve locked myself in; this place I wander, this long tunnel-like Soul; I lose my mind I’m unconsciously drawn towards you In this clearly blurred time, yeah yeah

Please don't leave me alone I’ve killed time too many times report it’s a murder case

It’s endless, your glamour galore Throw this reality to a dream

Timeless timeless oh my god she got a timeless beauty Your gaze makes me dizzy Throws me into chaos But I really don’t wanna waste our time yeah

Can we fix it baby can we fix it oh fix it Rewinding Dream It spins backward, my time with you Can we fix it baby can we fix it oh fix it Spin it again This Time Lapse I can't escape

Even when I touch these growing apparitions, only a sensationless feeling [remains] Closing my eyes, I go insane drawing your face This endless night continues again (yeah)

Losing gravity, I push back as if swimming upstream, breaking out from the structure of time Play only the memories we made together

This is how I make it through every day, Everyday I still keep dreaming of you on repeat I reveal your erased Face again; inside it, I keep holding on to the time slipping away Oh it’s you I go crazy from this sense that can't heal All I need is you yeah

Can we fix it baby can we fix it oh fix it Rewinding Dream It spins backward, my time with you Can we fix it baby can we fix it oh fix it Spin it again This Time Lapse I can't escape

Even if I try to forget, it repeats I can’t separate light from dark Memories growing more distant Tell me that it was all a dream, No way; Even when awake this dream I can't wake from, Yeah

English Lyrics:

Like food when you’re hungry, like close friends when you feel empty; When you don’t have enough love, Quickly and simply swallow me up

My heart’s racing, my face is flushed I keep thinking about it; is something wrong with me? I can’t sleep at night, I keep stuttering so, what should I do?

Fill me fill you I got some love Feel me feel you I got some love Feed me feed you with my love Fill me fill you with my l o v e

L o v e L o v e L o v e L o v e

When you’re unable to speak, hold me tight, til I can’t breathe When you get cold feet, I will comfort you until you’re better

Love is hard, feelings are complicated I’m still inexperienced, is something wrong with me? Tell me honestly, that you like me Look into my eyes

Fill me fill you I got some love Feel me feel you I got some love Feed me feed you with my love Fill me fill you with my l o v e

L o v e L o v e L o v e L o v e

English Lyrics:

hah hi ho love hah hi ho love tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu In this tunnel of memories, I’m a crying, wandering loveholic hah hi ho love hah hi ho love tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu In the forest that is you, I am a loveholic who lost their way

Bba-la-bba-bba, this nasty disease, this nasty disease I can’t breathe, it feels like death; this must be severe I’ve just been in pain, both yesterday and today Tears fall from my vacant face, I’m loveholic

hah hi ho love hah hi ho love Like dancing white smoke, in this tunnel of memories I’m a crying, wandering loveholic hah hi ho love hah hi ho love Like photos tossed aside, I can no longer keep you in frame I’m a crumbling loveholic

Bba-la-bba-bba, this incurable disease, incurable disease I can't do anything, it’s impossible to bear Tomorrow and the day after in this crazy pain I’m just crying like this, I'm loveholic

hah hi ho love hah hi ho love Like dancing white smoke, in this tunnel of memories I’m a crying, wandering loveholic hah hi ho love hah hi ho love Like bitterly cold rain, it pours to no end I’m loveholic, endlessly crying

hah hi ho love hah hi ho love Like a bird with injured wings, in the forest that is you I am a loveholic who lost their way hah hi ho love hah hi ho love Like photos tossed aside, I can no longer keep you in frame I’m a crumbling loveholic

English Lyrics:

Without knowing it well Without knowing it all Why do you push me around every time

Saying that I am something I am not With truths that aren’t me That’s how you push me around

There’s nowhere I can go to rest A song for a girl who’s lost her way In this fear I’ve grown used to and The silence that has cut into my body Even loneliness is something I’m numb to

Don’t hate me (As if I were not me) Don’t hate me (Why do you believe what isn’t me?) Don’t hate me (Don’t hate me)

People I could never know and The expressions and words of a different color Just what do you want from me?

With my cautious heart growing anxious I barely manage to take a step This world is so scary

There’s nowhere I can go to rest (I was off in some empty daydream) A song for a girl who’s lost her way (She waved hello silent like a mime) In this fear I’ve grown used to and The silence that has cut into my body Even loneliness is something I’m numb to

Don’t hate me (As if I were not me) Don’t hate me (Why do you believe what isn’t me?) At some point, you’ve started to push and pester me (No alarms and no surprises, please)

Don’t hate me (As if I were not me) Don’t hate me (Why do you believe what isn’t me?) Don’t hate me (Don’t hate me)

Don’t love me

In the cold winter, led by someone’s hand Not being able to say goodbye Lying far away under an unfamiliar sky

I should have protected myself From the rage of this enormous world I should have protected myself that way

In the cold winter, led by someone’s hand Not being able to say goodbye Lying far away under an unfamiliar sky

I should have protected myself From the rage of this enormous world I should have protected myself that way

English Lyrics:

I’m confused if you’ve become more cautious or more timid, If you’re living life or Just holding out for now Looking at you getting Ridiculously shaken up like this, It seems you haven’t hardened up yet

If you put in effort While hiding what’s in front of you You’ll forget what’s obvious It’ll go that way more and more 

When tears well up, crying it all out and When laughter comes, laughing more Loving what you love While cracking jokes, Let’s move on, just like this Today, without any problems, Let's move on Let's move on

Heartbreaking things keep coming up What’s so surprising about that? We’re used to it, you know You’re good at it, acting aloof You’re good at getting over things, anyhow

Unsure of how things are going, You’re hesitating It’s like you’ve forgotten What’s most important

When tears well up, crying it all out and When laughter comes, laughing more Loving what you love While cracking jokes, Let’s move on, just like this Today, without any problems, Let's move on Let's move on

English Lyrics:

My sparkling young summer love A shining beautiful story My most pathetic foolish love Goodbye, now I fuckin’ hate you darlin’

In that sloppily spread out Green season, you and I are still there We loved and loved everywhere Will I forget it all with cigarette smoke?

The wind blowing from under the lush trees The way we touched each other’s scars Are summer flowers that were full bloom now Bowing their heads without a trace of a scent?

My sparkling young summer love A shining beautiful story My most pathetic foolish love Goodbye, now I fuckin’ hate you

Since your guilty conscience was better than mine You made it so I couldn’t even hate you You ultimately must live as you do Just like you Oh, in your fantasy happily forever, ooh

Yes, I was fuckin' stupid I didn’t even know that believing you was meaningless effort Even while knowing I was hurting, your stupid selfishness Shows that you were more important to yourself

You know what I gave from my heart While knowing what I gave from my heart I can’t even explain with words how Oh, you're just a nightmare to me

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I keep thinking about it My heart is so chaotic What are you doing? I said you make me comfortable, And yet why do I See you in a different light?

I think it’s funny But it is what it is you know At some point my heart Has changed color

Maybe it’s Pink It’s really nonsensical Now I no longer see you as just a friend It’s still Light Pink Will it darken/deepen? Oh, I’m also curious How will this story go on

Yeah I know it's weird Cuz you, you are really my best friend This feeling of walking on clouds, this feeling Maybe I’m liking you more The strange feeling that comes From words that don’t mean much And your sudden concern for me

Just like how paint spreads This also seemed to spread slowly Maybe it’s true Even in the place of “friendship” that Still remains at the edge of my heart, The color is spreading now

Maybe it’s Pink It’s really nonsensical Now I no longer see you as just a friend It’s still Light Pink Will it darken/deepen? Oh, I’m also curious How will this story go on

My heart is Pink Oh How do you feel What should I do now for you? I want to know What color is your mind? My color already changed long ago

English Lyrics:

Merry Christmas A night I want to spent with you A night I have been more excited for than the presents I’ll open the day after I’m not happy because it’s a special day It’s just cause I’ll be with you

A quiet, tranquil night My dearest, resembling the raging waves in winter a Christmas of our own My warm candles, the shining stars Love you on Christmas

Merry Christmas The morning when we wake up and our eyes meet is different than any other day I’ve had All nervous and lonely feelings fade away I’m not happy because it’s a special day It’s just cause I’ll be with you

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The face that comes to mind without fail Whenever you take a walk on a quiet night The person drawn by Gathering up the sparkling stars

The azaleas glowing in the streetlights Filling the narrow street with its fragrance It would be nice to smell this scent with them

The face I miss disappears Like a drawing drawn with water Wanting to see them, I recall their face while taking a walk yet again today

The cold atmosphere that envelops me The moment I remember vividly The shining season that was a shame to leave behind

The face I miss disappears Like a drawing drawn with water Wanting to see them, I recall their face while taking a walk yet again today

Warm hands and the way they feel Those eyes I easily fell into I start to miss the person who gave me love Without wishing for anything 

English Lyrics:

How I want to present myself and How you need me to be not being the same Nothing’s wrong with that, right? That’s not something to be sorry for, right? Then why do you keep giving me a hard time What more do I have to do?

I am just a weak person who cries and laughs From the flowing feelings of a few words and a few gestures And a few expressions What more do you want from me? Quit making me feel sorry For not being able to give you more

“You’ve changed, you’ve changed a lot” “I am still the same, but you’ve changed” But have you ever thought about it the other way around?

I am just a weak person who cries and laughs From the flowing feelings of a few words and a few gestures And a few expressions What more do you want from me? Quit making me feel sorry For not being able to give you more

The futility of one-sidedness That you said is full of meaning but Just feels empty to me The difference between roaming and wandering*

*the first word implies purposeful roaming, like deliberately going around to many places the second implies drifting, purposeless wandering

English Lyrics:

You, my dear, lean on me When you’re resting comfortably, I can feel That you want me

Now, tell me While your eyes are closed, Will you listen to my request? 

Why do you give me butterflies? Why do you make my heart flutter? Why do you make me feel? Why do you make me feel you?

Now, tell me While your eyes are closed, Will you listen to my request?

Why do you give me butterflies? Why do you make my heart flutter? Why do you make me feel? Why do you make me feel you?

Oh, even when you glance at me wordlessly, Yes, I can feel it If you look at me with that gaze I can’t stand it