I'm not going to kill myself I just wish this wasn't my life. I wish I had a different one and I regret so many of the choices I made that led to me ending up with this one. But whatever, it's fine lol what is it they say the horrors persist and so do I ha ha

Feeling like this more often than not recently.

being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways

preforming my compulsions while rolling my eyes to show i know theyre irrational

Can’t stop, won’t stop

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

this for real fucking works

Apparently this one fuckin works, and who am I to argue with the collective agreement of tumblr. Will report back if good things happen.