I play games with people’s emotions. But don’t we all?
Maybe I’m just too fucked up to let my guard down and people in.
Maybe I don’t think enough of myself to believe that when I do, they will stay.
But you can’t blame me really, given my past and all the times I’ve been let down.
Even though I knew they would never stay to begin with.
Maybe I never wanted them to, so that’s how I could open up….
So I guess then
I’m just a masochist in love and a sadist in disguise.











