Iâll be moving all of my MCU writing to my Ao3 and deleting it from this blog. I will no longer be writing for MCU and will be focusing on Bg3 as well as my own original writing.
Iâm very grateful for those who have been here since my MCU days and I love all of you very much.
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The idea of going into the corporate world after i finish my PhD and having to go through interviews/having a job where my snakebites or hand tats might be disqualifying makes me sick. There would be an explosion of alt and goth people in daily life if they didn't have to take it all off 5 days a week. Thousands of scene kids getting choked out of expressing themselves past like age 18 bc they got bills to pay and Karen from HR thinks that a lip piercing means you're a serial killer.
Nearly every single client I work with canât believe Iâm a supervisor at work because Iâm young and have visible body modifications. I never cover my tattoos and have always kept my jewelry in. I started stretching my ears again and youâd like I admitted to war crimes.
"Did you know people are getting scared when they read your horror stories?? Did you know that people are laughing when they read your comedy stories?? Isn't that gross? Aren't you scandalised??"
it is so funny when you realize that by drow standards, especially drow noble house and ESPECIALLY Baenre standards, Minthara is the woke liberal
She is willing to work with men in leadership positions even post-mind control and she will actually compliment and admire their tyrannical prowess
She will argue that the refugees in Baldurâs Gate should be enslaved because itâs practical and better for them that way, not because theyâre weak lesser races that deserve to be subjugated
Like she probably gets called a libtard at Spider Thanksgiving every year while all her relatives are trying to poison each other
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so many people genuinely underestimate just how much men are taught to hate women expressing any agency at all and how much they will go out of their way to discredit women even at their own detrimentâŚfor example that video feed where a woman got stuck in an elevator with 12 teenage boys and whenever she tried to alert maintenance that the elevator malfunctioned a few of those boys very loudly talked over her and gave conflicting information JUST to get a reaction out of her. there were so many comments basically saying that it wasnât fair to bunch in every one of those boys with the deliberately harmful few because they didnât TECHNICALLY do anything to interfere with the situation but the thing is they r all complicitâŚnot once did they think to tell their friend to shut the fuck up or do ANYTHING other than stand with their hands folded and giggle at this woman begging them to be quiet. it really just feels like the same old story where time and time again men prove that they just donât see women as their equals at all and that when push comes to shove they are just as untrustworthy and unreliable as their peers through their own negligence and pacifism
following the end of the war between humanity and orcs, your father takes on an orc refugee who claims he was once a cook in the army, but is now a mere, simple gardener.
warnings; "you are not immune to propaganda", extreme classism, mentions of death, mentions of the king having concubines, probably some uncomfy details, the end of this is very much mc's privileged life showing through, mc also moves fast lmao
wc; 2,000
divider; @/strangergraphics
a/n: so, this has potential to be a part two because I'd like to write a smut part, but that's up to y'all let me know. also, I sort of imagine him as a "pretty" orc. cop out? maybe. but, oh well.
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When King Zytmar rode into the Capital City with the head of orc warlord Varrok Dreadhammer mounted on a spear, the people knew that the war was finally over.
The celebrations lasted weeks into the harvest season, with good barley wine and trestle tables draped in purple and glistening golden thread, feeding all weary travelers and the city's downtrodden poor until the seams of their clothes strained around their bellies. It was all a fleeting fantasy, however, a delusional sense of oneness that would vanish once the king's sense of goodwill diminished and he hardened towards the pleas and bargaining of those lesser.
Perhaps it was through that eventual return to normalcy and social order that you were so surprised to see an orc on your doorstep, amidst a sweltering summer day. He did not wear heavy armor made of steel and fortified leather, nor did he carry an enormous mace or hammer or great-sword stained pale pink with blood, as all of the stories claimed you should expect if you were to ever see an orc in person. The clothing he wore was simple and threadbare, breathable in the heat, with a modest pack across his shoulder.
He swiped across his face with a damp rag and introduced himself as Orgrim Ironhorn. Once a modest cook for the orc armies during the war, he now stood before you and your father, a humble refugee who knew his way around different temperaments of soil and a garden rake.
This act of humility delighted your father, and he asked for no further evidence of the orc's skills before inviting him indoors, out of the midday heat. Your father was the sort who had no natural enemies and looked upon everyone with the same probing curiosity. All your life, you'd known ragtag misfits and rugged, handsome criminals who labored in the woods, black-lunged chimney boys with poor prognosis who skipped stones after watering the horses and hunting dogs, and the hunchbacked old women who enjoyed brushing your hair and telling you how fine you would be for a husband someday.
But this was different entirely; inviting an orc into your home. During the long years of the war, the king had ordered noble families to educate their children on the unsavory character of all orcs, to know them as brutish and cruel, and to steal women to spawn hideous, malformed half-breeds that they'd force into their ranks. That was the sort of content that pleased Mother to see you read as you aged, as her relationship with your father deteriorated, and her disdain towards the world beyond the opulent parties with shimmering silk gowns and lacquered furniture.
She wouldn't have been able to tolerate having an orc step into her house if she were still here to see it. You weren't committed to your feelings; neither hatred nor affinity came to you as you looked at him and he found your eyes for the first time. He had one good eye that was pale green, inquisitive, and tired, the other clenched shut in a perpetual wince with an old scar that started from his brow-bone and ended at his cheek.
"You're the next of kin?" asked Orgrim coarsely, causing the hairs on your neck to prickle and your mood to instantly sour from how unceremoniously he had addressed you. There was still some of your mother left in you, it seemed.
"Yes, I am." And, you offered your name to him, trying not to let your awe of his height and broad shoulders betray you by showing on your face. "If you're to be our gardener, I must ask: What could you possibly grow this time of year that could thrive in this heat? The ground is so dry that it's cracked, and the grass is scorched from the sun. Everything will die. Why choose to come here now? Why not during the rainier seasons?"
Your father scolded you, claiming you were wasting everyone's time with your interrogation, but you thought it was fair since he wouldn't do it himself.
Orgrim kept his good eye on you, unblinking, until he had the pack off his shoulder and began to rummage around inside. He was at it for a moment before pulling out a thick glass vial with five red seeds inside it. You startled when he thrust the vial at your stomach and held it there until you took it from him.
"Give these back to me on the hottest day of the year," said Orgrim. "Things can still grow in cracked, scorched earth if you know how to do it. I do. Find me when it's unbearable."
Orgrim gave no show of satisfaction as he left you there to roll the vial from the tips of your fingers to your palm again and again, speechless and alone in the front hall. Even as the days passed into weeks, which melted into months, you hung on his words, contemplating whether any particular day was truly terrible enough to approach him with the seeds.
The vial was the first item you placed on your body after waking from sleep and dressing. In case the day came, you cleverly tucked the glass tube down the front of your blouse to avoid being investigated by the hunchback women, and to always be prepared.
"It's rather hot today, wouldn't you say?" you asked Orgrim, at least once a day. "I think the ground is more cracked and scorched than usual."
Orgrim, as you had come to learn, did not possess any humor or sharp wit with which to challenge or entertain you, but he was always honest and replied to your quips with sincerity, as these dallying conversations mattered.
"It was hotter yesterday by two," he said, impaling his spade into the dry earth to break up the dirt. You stood behind him with a parasol, observing over his shoulder as he worked to crush chunks of dehydrated soil and roots into a fine grit before placing striped seeds into holes he poked. "Don't worry. There will be hotter days to come."
You made an agitated noise in your throat while spinning the rod of the parasol between your fingers. "I certainly hope not. For both our sakes."
That day came weeks later, carrying the breath of death to the Capital City and killing numerous: the prisoners sitting in windowless cells, the chimney boys with clogged lungs, the beggared men and women turned away from the shelter in the houses of their gods, and the old men who died sitting in the same worn spots that they did every day. The king knew of the tragedies befalling his city, yet chose to hide in the shade and bathing pools of his castle with his favorite concubines and nobility while life around him wilted and rotted in the streets.
"My, there's another!" called your father to the servants, gesturing for them to gather water from the well. "Quickly, douse him!" Now, he pointed at a man stumbling into the black gates outside of your family's estate. You watched the servants carry over a metal cup with lukewarm water and a damp cloth to wring upon the parched man's head.
"That makes twenty today," said Orgrim in his rigid way, leaning back into the shade your parasol provided, hands in the hot dirt even now. "You do not have enough water to last forever. Your father must know that when resources are scarce, they must be protected by any means necessary."
There were times when Orgrim spoke that you suspected his role during the war went far beyond that of a meager cook. He held his shoulders too far back, chin too straight, and he maintained eye contact as a way to gauge respect. You'd noticed it the first time your eyes met his, and he refused to look away until the conversation was over.
"My father will give and give until there's nothing left for himself or anyone else." You came around to Orgrim's side and sat on your knees on the desiccated earth. The feeling of being this low to the ground was uncomfortable, and you wanted to stand again, but you remembered the agreement. "Is today the hottest day of the year?"
"Aye," said Orgrim, peering at you through his long, black braids. "I would say so. Do you have the seeds?"
You let out an affirming hum and plucked the vial out from inside your blouse. The glass was slick and stuck against your skin, making it difficult to get a grip on it at first. When you realized that Orgrim had witnessed the struggle and the fact that you had pulled it out of your clothing in such an intimate place, you let out a chagrined laugh and wiped the container dry on your trousers.
"My apologies," you said, "that was unsightly of me. It was my way of always having the seeds with me for whenever the day finally came. I didn't want to lose sight of them."
Orgrim's pale eye lingered on you for too long. You were familiar with that look from men. It was when they tried to gain the vision to see through your clothes, imagining how you looked underneath. It reminded you of a fishmonger inspecting his product for parasites under the scales, or a hunter wondering whether he had killed something worthy of being stuffed and displayed next to the hearth.
Yet, when he finally looked away to uncap the vial, you didn't think that the feelings you had were related to disgust or discomfort, but rather disappointment. It was inadequacy that made you stare down at your own body and wonder, briefly, whether it was good enough for him; if he had actually looked at you like that at all.
"After I plant them, they'll grow fast," said Orgrim. He had already buried three of them in dirt he had crushed with his bare hands. "They're a rare flower from my homeland. They thrive in climates like these with little water. The flower blooms bright red and can be used for special dyes. During the war, we used them as paint. The stem can be a strong antiseptic if you slice it open and use the sap to fill the wound."
"What an incredible flower." You meant it, but you were distracted by the way his rough hands moved through the gritty soil. By how he let the granules slip between his fingers and cake dust under his nails as he covered two more seeds. With the final seed dropped into the hole, you reached out to stop him. "Wait. Can I do the last one? I want to feel like I'm a part of this as well."
You expected that he would have reeled from your touch, believing that he would find it repulsive that a human touched him, yet he did not move. He waited patiently for you to remove your hand first before uncovering the seed for you to bury and water thoroughly from a cup.
"It is done," said Orgrim, sounding the most accomplished you'd ever heard him. "Now, we wait four days for them to sprout. When that happens, we only need to water it once every five days. Will you be able to remember to help me?"
"I think so." Uncertainty danced in your voice as your lips tightened into a smile when he focused his eye down on you. You liked to think that he was trying to see you again, but perhaps he was just simply looking.
In your mind, you blamed the heat as you sat up a little higher on your knees and kissed him between his short tusks, your fingers leaving featherlight strokes along the sides of his face. If the suddenness of your affection had startled him, he made no show of it as his hand wove into your hair and he kissed you back with fervor.
ADHD advice from non-ADHD people: start blocking out your day and put things in your google calendar
ADHD advice from ADHD people: any time you're waiting for your food to microwave YOU HAVE TO WASH DISHES WASH AS MANY AS YOU CAN THIS IS A RACE AGAINST TIME THIS IS THE ONLY TIME THIS COULD HAPPEN
I was browsing the BG3 fic tags last night as one does when they can't sleep and had the most horrifying thought;
Minthara with a Durge that is usually stoic but loses her absolute mind when Minthara is hurt during battle and has to leave her behind. Something about this is â¨chef's kiss angst â¨
So share this moment with me.
The sound of bodies hitting the floor once filled my sick tadpole riddled brain with pleasure. I craved the noise that the full limp weight would make when it collapsed to the ground especially if it were marble or stone. One would assume that this audience hall turned slaughterhouse would be the perfect playground for the foul creature within; however the sound of hers hitting the cold floors ripped loose a monster unlike the urge.
Steel watchers littered the hall around us but the fucking Banites were relentless in attacks. Shadowheart kept to the balconies to throw healing spells and whatever else she could to protect Karlach and Minthara on the ground. I had stayed opposite of Shadowheart on own my balcony shooting off arrows before Gortash's minions could reach my companions on the ground.
I had been so careful to keep them back enough to be out of range but close enough that Karlach and Minthara could some damage. Shadowheart had done what she could to counteract any spells that they threw also but one had slipped past our defenses.
Time slowed when I saw purple envelope Karlach and her turn towards the drow with her axe raised high. I heard my own screams through the chaos as Karlach's axe came swinging down on Minthara before Shadowheart or I could do anything. As soon as the damage had been dealt, Karlach snapped out of it with horror smeared across her face. She swung once more at the Banite that had used Mind Mastery on her and they too crumpled to the ground with an arrow sticking through their chest too.
My body worked without my direction and mist stepped me to Minthara;s fallen body. Warm blood pooled under my legs as I knelt down and began frantically searching for the largest wound to put pressure on. Karlach was cursing and screaming somewhere around us but I couldn't see past Minthara;s paling skin and liters of blood gushing under my hands.
I said her name numerous times, trying to get a response but nothing. Not even a flutter of her eyes or stutter of her breath, nothing at all.
I felt a hand drop to my shoulder and pull me away as Shadowheart quietly told me that we needed to leave.
"Heal her first." i snapped at her through sobs. Rage swirled through my veins and screamed as it morphed into something far more deadly. My fatherâs sick desires and my sisterâs mocking cackles haunted my mind as blood soaked my armor. Shadowheart flinched at my tone and withdrew her hand slightly. She looked down at with such disgusting pity that I wanted to turn my own weapon against her.
"I..you know I can't do that. We can revive her back at camp but we need to go now."
âFucking pathetic SelĂťnite scum," the voice seethed in my riddled head and tried to escape out of my mouth, "worshippers of darkness who weep like babes when faced with real darkness."
The voice raged and thrashed against the weakening confines of my mind as I clenched my jaw before and turned to look up at her. The more blood that touched my skin, the more power the voice gained over my mouth.
"No heal her. Now. She's not dead, just unconscious."
She shook her head at me but said the spell and as she had expected, nothing happened.
Karlach yelled something from behind us and barreled towards us with mild panic pulled across her face.
âGortashâs lap dogs are calling in reinforcements and unless either of you have a scroll of âsend their asses to the Hellsâ, we need to get a fucking move on it,â she huffed as she defended us from any oncoming attacks.
"What a beautiful sight it would it be to peel your flesh from your bones and see how Zariel placed that engine in your chest," the words poured from my lips like the blood pouring from Minthara's cooling body. Karlach made a choking noise as she shot a disgusted look back at me before turning back to the fight. Shadowheart sat back on her hunches and gently reached out to me.
"Do not lay a hand on me you welp of a cleric! You failed your goddess time and time again and now you fail to do the one thing you're useful for," the voice that rattled through my chest may have been mine but it felt completely foreign.
I dropped my eyes down to the drow in my lap and took a deep shuddering breath. We needed to get out of here and fast. I knew that Shadowheart was right; we could revive Minthara back at camp but I couldn't stomach the thought of leaving her here even if it was just her body.
"I...I'm sorry," I whispered, perhaps to Shadowheart and Karlach or perhaps to Minthara, before standing and sending a barrage of throns down on the enemies. "We're leaving. Now"
Karlach and Shadowheart shared a look before nodding their head and retreating behind me. I spared a glance to Minthara and
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"if i had a time machine i would go back in time and kill hitler"
I would put sea mines around medieval britain. i would give hannibal barca ww2 era heavy artillery and tell him not to stop till he starts seeing gauls. i would give boudica a fucking abrams. i would appear before jesus like an angel and tell him "you gotta stop. not cause theyll kill you, youre fine with that, surprisingly, but because your fanclub is gonna spend about 1500 years making everything worse for everyone, everywhere." I would take a glock back in time and shoot romulus, shoot remus, and shoot that damn dog too just to be safe. i would be on the side of christopher columbus' ship in a scuba suit planting c4 on that bitch like rainbow six siege. i would be waging a one woman campaign of terror across andalusia to prevent the reconquista. i would be getting way out in front of that shit is what im saying,
My kids once expressed a plan to me that involved a time machine, Andrew Jackson, and a hickory walking stick containing a bomb. What it lacked in practicality, it made up for in understanding the history lesson I had just given them (having at that point thrown the school's weak-ass mid-lockdown lesson plan across the room and engaged in a furious rant about the real stuff). The more you look at history, the more you start thinking you're gonna need a bigger time machine.
the desire to pretend white women are simply always victims and groomed into fascist movements instead of being willing participants is by design, u have been taught ur entire life that white women are dainty angels that have to be lead and protected and no harm they do is fault of their own, thats why u think literal nazi women are just confused harmless babies, itâs designed that way on purpose
Let me break it down for those who donât understand what fascism is;
As most people know or can figure out by simply searching for the definition, fascism is a far-right, authoritarian, and ultranationalist political ideology and movement. What that means is that it is a highly structured and complex system that is designed to force obedience and maintain it. However one person cannot force an entire country into submission without a support system. There has to be a foundation of support and acceptance in order for fascism to rise to power.
Fascism is not your typical authoritarian movement though. Authoritarianism is a more broad term to define governments that demand complete political control while fascism requires complete control period. Everything is controlled and dictated by the leader under the guise that through this leader, the country can be led to greatness. Through Hitler and Hitler alone, Germany could be made a new and achieve greatness. Through Trump and Trump alone, America can be great again, can be healthy again.
Robert Paxton, a prominent American political scientist and historian, defines fascism as âa form of political behavior marked by obsessive preoccupation with community decline, humiliation, or victimhood and by compensatory cults of unity, energy, and purity, in which a mass-based party of committed nationalist militants, working in uneasy but effective collaboration with traditional elites, abandons democratic liberties and pursues with redemptive violence and without ethical or legal restraints goals of internal cleansing and external expansion.â
To sum it up; it preys on existing patriotism and exploits it to the highest degree when a country is in perceived distress. It could be true distress like a country facing complete collapse after a violent world war or social distress due to religious extremism as we are seeing in the US right now.
It seeks to eliminate any and all opposition by whatever means necessary; first through more subjective means such as propaganda and turning the public interest which then leads to more physical means such as almost invincible law enforcement groups and violence. Concentration camps were not all death camps and didnât start out that way. They started as work camps and prison camps to house political opponents and anyone who spoke out against the Nazis.
Now where do white women fit into this?
Womenâs role in fascism is to demonstrate her patriotism and support her country by birthing and nurturing the next generation of boys and girls to become soldiers and mothers. Just like how you canât force an entire country into submission without support, you canât force every woman in a country to birth and raise more fascists. There has to be some level of acceptance and support for the cause in order for people to submit its demands.
The problem with my explanation of womenâs role within fascism though is that it assumes there cannot women who are also driving the rise of fascism when we know that isnât true.
Here are two lists of prominent women within the Nazi party that I found within seconds of searching âfamous women nazi sympathizersâ:
1. Female guards
2. Women of the third reich
Imagine the lists I wouldâve put together if I had spent 5, 10, 20, 30 minutes researching Nazi women.
Now back to the original post, it is by design that we believe that white women are not capable of being willing and active fascists. It is by design that we think them to be poor little bambis that need to be protected and shielded from the consequences of their actions. They didnât know any better so we canât really hold them responsible right?
Bull fucking shit.
White women are just as capable and responsible for the rise of fascism as their male counterparts. Women support Trump the same way they supported Hitler and Mussolini.
I bring a real 'actually people who are pregnant do deserve some special consideration because they are effectively at least temporarily disabled if not permanently after some complications' vibe to the party that a lot of people don't seem to like
I had three misplaced epidural attempts before it was finally placed correctly the fourth time. My back is F U C K E D up now and I have no idea how long this going to last. I donât have my normal range of motion and my back is considerably more sensitive than before.
Knight with a house crest carved into their backs. An order where all members have their tongues pierced with a jewel that burns should they lie. Body modifications that are not even possible outside of fantasy.
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I grew up next to an unofficial sundown town and people greatly underestimate the power of deeply ingrained and normalized racism. Im white passing as a Lebanese and indigenous woman so people thought it was âsafeâ to say some wild shit around me and to me. To this day it amazes me how many people I grew up with claim that they had a racist phase as kids and joke about it. Itâs one thing to admit and accept that you grew up indoctrinated with racism and to change that mindset. Itâs a completely different thing to joke about it and show only skin deep change.
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