#GAVELSINS — This blog is a study in: outlawism, being a father, the choices you make, the man you want to be versus the man you have become, found family, the path to hell being paved with good intentions & inner turmoil. GAVELSINS is an independent, highly selective, canon (& slightly canon divergent) & headcanon based, mutuals only role play blog for Jackson "Jax" Teller of Kurt Sutter's Sons of Anarchy.
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Church — Generally this refers to a scheduled club meeting. Chapel — The meeting room of the MC.
Chapel — The meeting room for the mc.
Kutte or Cut — The term cut refers either to the fact that the sleeves have been "cut" off to make a vest, or that the Motorcycle Clubs back patch has been "cut" into a traditional three-piece patch (top rocker, bottom rocker and center patch). "Cut" could also simply be an English adaptation of the German word for such a vest, which is "Kutte".
Dime — A 10-year prison sentence.
Flash Patch — Front patches for members who go above and beyond. Awarded for doing time for the club or performing a hit etc.
First Nine — Refers to the original first nine members who founded the Sons of Anarchy MC. These members wear a patch that says "First 9" on it.
Hang around — A Hang Around is a person that has not attained Prospect status. A Hang Around is not a representative or member of the club in any way and neither he nor the club has a claim on each other. If something happens to him, the club is not expected to back him up. A man will generally hang around with the club until he is approached by the club to become a prospect, however becoming a prospect is not guaranteed.
Crow Eater — A female who hangs around or sleeps with a SAMCRO member prospect or member's vest.
Jessika — The top of the chain of *Crow eaters.
Mister Mayhem — Death. "Meeting Mr. Mayhem" is SOA euphemism for killing someone. A reference to the Men of Mayhem.
Nomad — A Nomad is a club member who does not belong to any specific charter, yet has privileges in all charters. As the name implies, the Nomads will go anywhere to take care of business. The only one who can call in the Nomads however is either the national president or a charter president.
Old Lady — Wife or steady girlfriend of a club member. She’s monogamous and has the respect of the other women. There is usually one Queen; the main old lady. For SAMCRO the queen was Gemma Teller-Morrow until Season 5 when Tara Knowles-Teller became the main old lady and therefore the queen.
One Percenter — A term rising out of the 1947 Hollister Riot. A motorcycle rally being held in the town of Hollister got out of hand as the town was overrun by more bikers than had been expected. Several MCs took over the town and began drinking heavily and racing in the streets. In the aftermath, the AMA is said to have issued a statement that 99% of motorcycle riders are law abiding citizens, and that it is the 1% of troublemakers that are the problem. This story, however, may be apocryphal. Many outlaw clubs took this on as their new identity, and the term "One Percenter" was born.
Packing Double — Having a girl on the back of your bike.
Prospect — Someone hopeful for club membership, who rides with the club during a probationary period. A unanimous club vote must be cast by the members for full initiation.
TM — Refers to the shop, Teller Morrow, started by Clay Morrow and John Teller.
The Unholy Ones — Like many biker patches, the real meaning of this one is debated. Some say it means that the wearer has killed for the club; others say that it is a reference to when a member is ordered to do a hit on a fellow member of the club, making them Unholy in carrying out a deed usually met with death for killing another member. Happy is a known assassin and Clay is known to have killed at least 2 members already. According to the sons of anarchy collectors edition book, the unholy ones patch is referred to as the patch club members wear that shows they will fight to the death for the club.
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Jax had wanted to be a good father, a good man, and a good husband, but things had become twisted, and he had lost sight of everything he wanted to achieve somewhere along the way. He no longer recognized the man staring back at him when he looked in the mirror. These things, however, would never be admitted, they would never be uttered late at night when everything settled down, and things didn't seem so loud. He had a job to do — protect his Club, his family. ❝ I don't know what you want from me; I am trying here. ❞ He snapped. ❝ You don't know jack shit of what I've got on my plate right now. ❞ His words were harsh; even he knew that, but he was angry and lashing out.
He could feel the walls closing around him, knowing that it was only a matter of time before Clay's actions got the Club taken down. Why couldn't everyone else see that he was just trying to keep them on the outside — keep them free? A balled fist expressed the rage burning within his heart. ❝ I've got two guys dead and the law breathing down my neck. Don't you get that I am the one that has to deal with this fucking backlash? ❞ He inquired bitterly.
A pause soon followed his question; a long exhale breaching the silence. ❝ Look, I'm sorry, I just don't know how to make this right. ❞ He admits with a shake of his head. Every time he thought about walking away from this life the REAPER took ahold of his soul once more and brought him back and he knew that the only way he would ever leave would be in death.
The Club business was not something anyone outside of the Club needed to know, and perhaps that was why he buried secrets in his soul and the secrets he kept had a heavy weight. ❝ How much longer are we going to go through this shit before someon realizes that the common denominator is Clay? ❞
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The decision to go to bed with the Luciano family had been a something the club had feared would be a ladder move and yet it had proven to be more lucrative than they could have imagined. Isabella had become something of a friend to him, though he never once suspected that she would be the daughter of the man he had cut a deal with. Rage was his first reaction and yet he knew he had to swallow. ❝ Your damn right you haven’t been honest with me. ❞ He retorted, unable to contain the seething words that threatened to lash out at her. It was out of respect for not only her but her father that he tried to contain his anger. He was a man that hated being lied to above all else, betrayal was worse than anything else that life had thrown at him save for nearly losing his son. ❝ Why the hell did you lie to me? ❞ And what else have you been lying to me about? The question was something that he felt like he was owed the answer to. After all, had he not proven himself loyal to not only Enzo but her as well?
In an effort to calm his nerves and anger he found himself pinching the bridge of his nose. ❝ Do you think I’m some sort of rat? Because if you do you don’t know shit about me or the club.❞ He stated after a moment. For the second time in his life he found himself torn between being the club leader and being her friend — every action that he makes has a ripple effect on those around him. ❝ I guess I don’t know you as well as I thought.❞ He knew he should apologize to her for lashing out, but he was a man who always succumbed to his anger.
She could sense the eyes of the other’s on her as she speaks with who she assumes is some sort of leader here. She had yet to figure out his name, but she was sure it wouldn’t be long before a true introduction would be made. She did her best to stay out of any and all business, but she did have to know territories if she were to stick around for awhile. You don’t piss off the locals, and you show respect, and usually it works in your favor. If not then you continue on your way and find a new location. This were simple rules for the life she lived. She moves to rest her chin atop the back of her inked hand, batting those thick lashes up at the male as he speaks.
“I did indeed do this out of the kindness of my lil’ ol heart. I like to show respect if I’m going to be in the area for awhile.” she flashes him her pearly whites, “I know it seems like I’m in it to gain something, but I’m really not-” she leans closer to him, “If anything, maybe you could just pass a blind eye if you see me around, allow me to lay low and deal with some things. Promise it ain’t interfering with whatever it is you and your boys got goin’ on.” she straightens back up, crossing one leg over the other as she runs her fingers through her long raven tresses. She studies his features, curious to see how he takes her subtle request.
“didn’t really catch their names, but I can tell ya they’re fans of lightning bolts and swastikas.” enough of a hint to lead him in the right direction of who it was that were planning against him and his crew, “you wanna know my name?” she smirks as she watches his demeanor become a little more serious. She mirrors his position change, directly facing him as he does her. “A name for a name, I think that’s fair.” she offers a hand out to him, “Rosalyn…Or Rose. Von Greyson. If you try to look me up, you’re gonna have a bit of trouble findin’ anything. I’m a bit of a ghost.” head tilts as she gives the male a slow and obvious once over, “And you are?”
Jax had always liked to think of himself as a good judge of character, after all, a liar could tell when they were in the presence of another liar. Despite all of that he could not get a read on the woman before him, perhaps that was what intrigued him the most. Of course, if her information panned out he saw no problem in lettering her take care of her business as long as it did not interfere with anything the son had planned. He knew all too well the men she was talking about, and they certainly did not get along especially after everything that has transpired over the last few months. ❝ You know I do need to look into what you have to say before I make any sort of deal with you. ❞ He stated — he cared not for who she was because his main priority would always be the club and any danger to the club would be taken care of, even if it would send him away. It would not be the first or last time he spent time doing a dime on some trumped up charges.
He took everything she said in carefully, doing his best to take note of her information to pass it along when the time came, but with the way things were going he knew she more than likely would turn out to be right. ❝ If your information turns out to be true I’ll see about leaving you to your own devices. ❞ He added after a moment, though part of him wanted her to stick around for awhile. Soon enough a smile was offered her way.
❝ It’s nice to meet’ya doll, the boys call me Jax. ❞ While it would only be polite to give her his full name as she had done, he wasn’t entirely certain that she could be trusted. There were a lot of people digging into their business and he wasn’t too keen on giving anything a way without good reason. ❝ What brings you all the way out to Charming? ❞ He inquired, deciding it would be best to get all the pleasantries out of the way now. He knew it would be only a matter of time before the boys were back, hopefully, having taken care of business based on her intel. As long as it panned out he would make the deal, and it was only right to keep around the club house until he could tell her his decision.
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‘ Because I got tired of the endless disconnect. ‘
‘ When I’m inside someone, there’s only one face I see. ‘
’ Call it whatever you want. Your life is a series of hit-and-runs. ‘
‘ I’m not the answer. Look at me, look at this. ‘
‘ I don’t recognize your bullshit. ‘
‘ cause we’re the good guys. ‘
‘ I’ll never let anyone take you from me again. I love you. ‘
‘ Don’t go setting fires where there’s nothing to burn. ‘
‘ Tell me you love me. ‘
‘ If I could stop, I would. I love you, ( name ). ‘
‘ Little bitch was screaming so loud I kind of lost my shit. ‘
‘ I’ll find out who they/you are, and where they/you live, and then I’m gonna killthem/you. ‘
‘ I think you’re arrogant, selfish, and explosive. ‘
‘ Anger clouds judgment and it makes us do things that we end up regretting. Things we can never take back. ‘
‘ I promise, always, to cherish and protect you…and treat you as good as my leather and ride you as much as my Harley. ‘
‘ I love you ( name ), from the deepest, purest part of my heart. ‘
‘ We don’t know who we are until we’re connected to someone else. We’re just better human beings when with the person we’re supposed to be with. ‘
‘ And by the time the violence reached epic proportion, I couldn’t see it. Blood was every color. ‘
‘ I’m protecting the innocent. If I step on a few toes in the meanwhile, so be it. ‘
‘ Every time I think maybe I’m heading in the right direction, I end up in a place I never even knew could feel this bad. ‘
‘ Fairs for losers. I’d rather win. ‘
‘ Nothing more dangerous than a guy who knows he’s already dead. ‘
‘ You can slap my wrists until they’re bloody, lady. I don’t give a shit. ‘
‘ I feel like my life has taken a turn. I’m heading down a road I’ve never been on before. Nothing is familiar. The signs don’t make sense. Do I get off the road, or do I keep riding? ‘
‘ The desire for revenge, it’s a part of grieving. The difference is in my world, I knew that those violent desires would never become real. In yours, it’s a very likely outcome. ‘
‘ Let’s just say I’m living with more than one ghost. ‘
‘ There is an old saying: “That which doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” I don’t believe that. I think the things that try to kill you make you angry and sad. Strength comes from the good things: your family, your friends, the satisfaction of hard work. ‘
‘ We need our god damned leader. ‘
‘ You keep saying you want to change things, but you keep repeating old behavior. You can’t have it both ways. ’
‘ Your loyalty and faith in me over the last few weeks, I can’t express my gratitude. ‘
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