GardenSunCat

You’re giving the love you stole from me

To another who’s far from deserving

Lie to others all you like

Deserting important details

I’ll say my own faults which you cannot do

Tell me, if I am telling the truth

Memories smells textures blend together

One moment I miss you the soft real you

The next I remember how you

Made it your mission to break me

Made me think it was all my fault

Made me feel so alone in your presence

Made everything about only your pain

Made me forget I could do it without you

Made me question my existence

And it still rips through my chest

Sometimes for a minute

You have wounded me

In ways

I wounded you

The difference between us?

I have always feared

Someone would wound me

I’m digging around my insides

Trying to find something

Anything

Your words slice me it’s heartbreak

At least I want to be better

My actions and words aligning

I think I try I hope

Would you please do the same

I cannot keep begging for

Something

What about how I feel