𝖋𝖚𝖓𝖗4𝖑𝖋0𝖌

❝ what kind of silly question is that ? loki,if i didn't like you,you'd know. ❞she had a thing for letting people know her dislike for them,she had her own way of showing it and some found it funny because of her size but she can pack a mean punch if she needed.

❝  i'd know. ❞ he says quietly, thinking over her words for a moment. ❝  i suppose you are right, you're a straightforward person. i was just curious because ... ❞ sometimes i don't think i deserve you? i destroy everything i touch? i am not worthy of your admiration? there was many ways to end such a statement, all of which were dripping with vulnerability. unsure if he wished to go that route, he silenced himself for a moment - wondering which way that he would go. laughing after a few breaths, he shakes his head.

❝ you're so right. i mean,you usually are. but i understand how you'd feel that way and i love that you communicated with me. ❞she gave him a gentle smile,never in her life did she think someone would be as straightforward as herself,she truly loved loki and all that he was. it was like it was meant to be,in her eyes.

i'm surprised that you stayed.

would you believe me if i said that i don't normally do this?

last night was incredible. i especially liked it when you did the thing.

how long have you been awake?

don't move. i'm comfortable.

what would you say to some breakfast?

i should really go.

i like waking up next to you.

you know, i could go another round. or three.

you look cute first thing in the morning.

i don't think i'm gonna be able to walk today.

what time is it?

i don't think i caught your name.

stop moving.

you talk in your sleep.

you have to leave, right now.

how did my shirt get there?

i'm trying so hard not to kiss you right now.

shut up, i'm trying to sleep.

your feet are cold.

i was worried last night had been a dream.

wanna order food and spoon for a while?

i thought you'd left.

come back to bed.

i didn't want to disturb you.

your phone was ringing.

last night didn't mean anything. you know that, right?

i've been waiting so long for this.

i love you.

kiss. for sender's muse to waken receiver's muse up with a kiss.

spoon. for sender's muse to pull receiver's muse flush against them, spooning them.

breakfast. for sender's muse to bring receiver's muse breakfast in bed.

morning. for our muses to have sleepy, morning sex.

shower. for our muses to shower together.

bathe. for our muses to bathe together.

kitchen. for our muses to prepare breakfast together.

trace. for sender's muse to trace the marks they left on receiver's body.

watch. for sender's muse to just silently watch the receiver's muse as they sleep.

display. for sender's muse to watch as receiver's muse begins to get dressed.

pin. for sender's muse to stop the receiver's muse from leaving the bed.

❝ you don't owe me anything. just the fact you're here and tagging along with me. that's what matters. ❞she gave mapplethrope a smile,a genuine smile she hasn't given in weeks but somehow mapplethrope has that effect on her. it was impossible not to. he just had that charm to him.

❝ i'm really glad i met you. i honestly didn't think i would meet anyone cool as you. even if you are a ghost. ❞she didn't mind befriending a ghost,sure he couldn't leave the park,and from day 1 all scout wanted to do was protect him but as it turned out,she needed the protecting from others at the park and she couldn't be more grateful for him.

he can't help but have a little pout on his features. if anything, he really should be thanking scout. she still came around to see him and hung around him even though he was a ghost. ( though, due to her aesthetics, he isn't all surprised that someone like scout would want to hang out with a ghost. ) a hum leaves him, forcing a soft smile on his features as he turns his head to look over to scout.

❝ i hope one day peace finds you and you're able to move on. you deserve too. you're a good person,mape. ❞she gently touches his shoulder,giving him a small smile and meaning everything she had said. she wished he was alive,so they could actually hang out- go to the mall,get fastfood,whatever they felt like doing without the park holding him back.

❝ hey,no worries. i barely eat as it is so i get it. ❞she smiled,as friendly as she could muster running off one can of monster and a few cigarettes. she didn't think to eat before she left so she understood his pain. hunger wasn't a joke to fuck around with.

this time he felt it, that spark. his eyes got wide and he just stared at her for a long moment. what was that? a thick swallow and he grabbed at a a vinyl between them. "found it! do you have this one?"

❝ me too. i just got a record player so i'm looking for good quality sounds and i just know it's going to be awesome playing them. ❞she was excited to say the least,a brand new record player thanks to her father,he said she needed to hear music on that instead of cassettes and cd's.

so a lovely anonymous angel asked for a list of prompts relating to an unexpected pregnancy, and i made a list! i have two other lists over on my other blog that i'm gonna reblog over here, but there may be some slight overlap with these; however, unlike the other two lists, these focus exclusively on the unexpected part. DON'T ADD TO THIS LIST, DON'T CLAIM IT AS YOUR OWN! but do have a tonne of fun with them!

" so, remember last week, when i had the flu and i couldn't leave my house? turns out it wasn't the flu. i'm pregnant. "

" i'm telling you about this baby because you deserve to know. that's all. i don't expect anything from you. i don't need you to step up or whatever. i just thought you ought to know. "

" i'm sure you don't need to be reminded, but... getting pregnant wasn't exactly part of the whole life plan. "

" you're sure? i mean, you did the test properly? maybe it was a false positive. or, or maybe you didn't read the results right... "

" a baby... well. that certainly complicates things, doesn't it? "

" i don't even know if i want kids. "

" could you please just stop reminding me that this isn't part of the plan?! you think i don't know that?! we're having a baby, i'm terrified enough without you reminding me! "

" look. i'm/you're not the first person to get pregnant, and i/you won't be the last. we're gonna figure it out, alright? "

" my place isn't even close to being big enough for a baby... they need so much stuff. cribs, prams, diaper stations... and my neighbors complain enough as it is, they'll evict me if i have a screaming baby as well... "

" hey... why don't you move in with me? i've got plenty of space, and my walls are thick, so the baby could scream as loud as they want. you could stay as long as you like. "

" should... we get married? i mean, that's what you do, isn't it? when someone's having a baby? "

" okay, we're not getting married. i mean, i appreciate the gesture, but... there's plenty of single parents out there. what's one more, right? "

" god... we are so stupid. i mean, seriously! any idiot knows that condoms aren't 100% effective! if we're dumb enough to forget that, how are we meant to look after a baby?! "

" you... you're kidding, right? this is a joke? it's a fake pregnancy test, some weird, slightly out of touch belated april fool's prank? "

" it's honestly insane that we didn't figure it out sooner... i mean, those were some wild cravings, right? "

" when you say late... do you mean like, a few days? or are we talking... months? "

" no, no, this... it changes everything. EVERYTHING. i... i don't know if i'm ready for this, i don't think i'm parent material, i... "

" hey. you're not alone. you got that? it takes a village, right? i'm gonna help you every step of the way. we all will. this kid, if you choose to go through with it... they'd be okay. "

" you know i support you. whatever choice you end up making. i will always be by your side. okay? "

" if this is some weird idea of a joke, i have to tell you, it's not funny. i mean, you're having a baby AND i'm somehow the dad? a little much, no? "

" no, i want to step up. it took two of us to make this baby, and i want to make sure you know that, if you go ahead with this, there's gonna be two of us to raise them, too. "

" the father doesn't believe that the baby is his. "

" okay. so screw the father. i'm going to be here to help you. okay? we'll parent this kid so well, they'll never want to know who their real dad is. "

" so... you wanna tell me who the father is? "

" the surprise baby is actually not just one baby. we're having twins/triplets/etc. "

" hey, hey... don't worry, okay? it's alright. it's all going to be okay. condoms break, yeah? it's no biggie... "

" what do you mean, you think?! haven't you taken a pregnancy test yet? "

" that's a lot of pregnancy books you got there... got something you want to tell me? "

" have you told the father yet? "

" i guess, seeing how you rushed over here so fast to tell me the news, that you think the baby is mine? "

" look, we both made plans, right? and obviously shit happens, but... a baby is a pretty massive deal. "

" how many other people have you told about the pregnancy? "

she didn't mean to come off as sad,but she knew deep down she was. she wished her life turned out differently. she wished patrick didn't go missing so they could actually be something together. but life had other plans. sure,it solved one problem- scout's father,but took away her brother in the process and made her stay in derry.

❝ i spend most of my days hanging out with mike. or at home,visiting henry... ❞she wanted to ask what life was like after derry,if bev ever got her dream job,if she met someone who made her happy like she deserved,if she ever thought about scout and mike.

well to be honest, beverly only felt free two times in her life, one when she was with the losers by the quarry, and those memories were beginning to resurface and fill her with warmth of the summers and the way they were her best friends, the way they only had each other to hold onto in such a scary world. an oath. the second was when she worked at the diner all year for the summer after graduation and she saved up enough money to flee this worthless town, to flee her father, whom she learned had died, there was mixed feelings there knowing being a good daughter would mean she would feel sorrow but she did not, the truth is she was relieved he could not hurt her anymore, she hopes he is burning in hell, because the second time she felt freedom like a light on her face was running away from him to chicago, to greatness, only to be ensnared by a crueler man. her husband, so yes, in a way she envied scout's freedom but she was not going to word vomit all over her old friend. instead she smiles fakely, a smile she perfected. " good, good, the line is doing really well, everything was overwhelming at first but my hard work paid off. " she flashes a charming grin. but did it cost her a fist to the mouth? to the stomach... to the heart. beverly had no heard what happened to henry but she knows he was never the same that fateful night, her green eyes fill with concern for her old friend, wishing she had gotten out even if freedom came with a price. " i'm glad you're doing well though, i thought about you a lot, scout... but i also forgot for many years. "

life got better after her father died. she didn't mean to sound so harsh,but it really did. besides loosing henry to it,life was alright. she got to remain friends with mike through everything that happened that summer and got to build a life long friendship. she didn't think that'd happen,she thought everyone would leave her- which they had,and forgotten but at least she had mike.

❝ i don't know why that is...i've somehow remembered everything by staying but you guys forgot. it's very strange. ❞she wished she had answers,mike was the man with the answers and she didn't want to give out information that wasn't correct. mike was the brains scout was the backbone. holding everything together was her job from day 1.