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Sometimes I wonder the type of person I’d be if I had access or knowledge of certain music , artists, anything creative related . Being a first generation South Asian woman where traditionally I’m defined by my career and solely that really fucking succckkks and it sucks that that’s all my parents really care about too as well as family friends and cousins . I just see so many people who are far along in their creativity because their parents put them onto certain movies and music or artists and I know with the internet I have access to those things but it’s so much harder because I am constantly feeling like I’m searching for things to relate to ahhhh .