Ciara

Is it weird that I am too invested in myself to be in a relationship?  I will be into a guy but I just can’t imagine loving him at the moment when I have been so focused on giving myself all the love...

I have never felt so happy in my entire life than I do right now.  I love my family with all of my heart and I love my friends with everything I have.  I have met amazing people who have slipped through my fingers and I have left behind people who deserved to leave.  But whether the past was good or bad it got me to where I am today.  Through the heartbreak and tears and smiles and love, I am here and I am excited for life.  I am excited to begin again and I am excited to take control. Something about hitting rock bottom forced me to get to the top.  And now I am here and I know all that matters is making others feel like I do now.  With all the hate and crime spreading in the world we lose track of the simplicities that are supposed to bring us pure joy.  Everyone deserves to feel fulfilled and I strive to help people get there.  I know I will crumble at one point again and I know this ecstasy is temporary but as long as I am at the top I will try to make others feel the same.  If we understand we can’t always be happy, we will realize the sadness will not last.  Learning to find comfort in risks and bumps in the road has made me stronger and more flexible.  I hope everyone gets to this level of euphoria. We all deserve it.