I get scared !

Check out this CD I burned. (Puts it in my car radio and plays it and it's just a medium quality recording of you coughing)

I’m starting a gofundme to get a mojito

A very irritating thing about being disabled while also having a mental illness is that everybody and their dog will assume the mental illness was caused by the disability. People seem to think that being disabled must be a miserable enough life to cause mental illness. By doing this they write off any other causes and factors in mental health, and they act like mental illness is inevitable for disabled people and therefore normal and expected.

it also absolutely ignores the ways disability actually can lead to mental illness and very little of that is inherent to the disability. Some disabilities like ABI/TBI may bring on mental health symptoms and susceptibility, but many don't just make someone mentally ill. But how someone is consistently treated by the people around them, the people they encounter, and society at large, absolutely fosters an environment for mental health issues to grow. For people with disability that changes over time or who acquire their disability suddenly, the changes to their life can be very hard to handle and they may not have access to support that understands what they're experiencing. For people whose disability has been since birth, the constant battle of butting up against ableism and inaccessibility and the life goals nobody will support them with is incredibly emotionally exhausting. But when people think disability is miserable and mental illness inevitable, they never think of it like that. They don't think of the fact the mental health problems are still coming from the same stresses and lack of support that might cause them in any abled person. As soon as they don't recognise someone's life it's like they stop being able to understand the same ways we all need support when things are hard. Instead, it's treated like it sucks but it was always going to happen. That, or it's ignored, because they think you can only have one thing going on and being disabled is the only thing they see. It's not inevitable. We deserve support, not assumptions and ignorance.

I feel like a horse with no name is probably the best song in the world. Not even my Favorite song just the best

leave your boyfriend. read my 100 hour long visual novel

leave your girlfriend too. read my 100 hour long visual novel #pridemonth #the reader is presumed female

Today the medicine ran out, and my baby Qais fell unconscious. At hospital, doctor said anemia from bleeding caused this, and I need help to get treatment before it happens again.

The doctors said severe bleeding and weakness caused this terrifying moment, and without urgent treatment it could happen again anytime, so I ask, can you help me get treatment for my baby Qais??, please donate now.

Today I used torn clothes on my baby Qais’s wound instead of bandages because I cannot afford them. I feel helpless watching this. Please donate now and help me save him.

Every night, I promise myself I will stop begging and somehow find another way. Then morning comes, Qais still needs medicine, and I return with the same broken heart, asking for help again, please donate now.

I’m saying this with a heart that can’t take more pain. If you read this and scroll away, I won’t forgive you. My baby is slipping away. Please donate now, please share—save Qais.