there's bravery in being soft

Yes. All the time! I would die for Ryan or Mike or Luce or Iz to be here to share this experience with me. But I understand they have their lives and I have mine.

Yes. Yes, I have. Unfortunately, things don’t always work out.

No. I’ve never been that big on heights. I would say the water rides are more my speed but maybe I should give rollercoasters another try. Get out of my comfort zone a bit more.

Yes but I don’t think it will ever happen so there’s no point in getting my hopes up.

Yes.

No.

Hey, it’s food. This is probably the smartest I’ve been with my money the entire time we’ve been here. You’d do that? I’m cool with whatever, man. But maybe something Vegan friendly? I owe you big time.

That's true. There's a lot worse things you could spend your money on than food. Yeah, sure. It's all good, mate. Alright, I'll get a fair mix of vegan and meat sausages then everyone's happy. I'll try and get some interesting flavours, too. I hear the grim reaper ones are good but only if you can handle your spice.

ZAYN: i know

ZAYN: i was just explaining where i'm coming from

ZAYN: dan.. i love u but perrie doesn't have to explain herself to other people if she doesn't want to

ZAYN: the important thing is she told me

ZAYN: and we sorted it between us

ZAYN: i've got this

ZAYN: i believe in her

ZAYN: what about u? where tf have u been hiding?

ZAYN: i was worried we'd left u in london!

DANNY: i know. she doesn't have to explain anything to me. she doesn't owe me anything.

DANNY: i was just trying to be a friend

DANNY: but what do i know about being a good friend

DANNY: anyway. learnt my lesson. won't butt my nose in next time. not like it got me very far anyway.

DANNY: was just trying to get to the bottom of things. and look out for u

DANNY: ok

DANI: i would never judge u

DANI: unless it’s porn

DANI: but i don’t think netflix does porn

DANI: …

DANI: does netflix do porn?

DANNY: only softcore porn

DANNY: think i tried to search for it once

DANNY: was disappointed in what i found 🙄

DANNY: i was watching despicable me

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Happy #FourthOfJuly, you cheeky bastards!

— & “Netflix has over thirty movies and television series related to aliens and other science fiction entities and yet there’s none of the x-men movies nor extant. I’m highly offended.”

'Did you seriously go and count them all? Mate. That does suck though. I know Netflix's choices aren't always the best at times. But, I have to say — the American version of Netflix is so much better than the UK's version. So, I'm grateful for that at the very least.'

— & “Fair warning, if you hear MC late at night it’s probably me letting our neighbours know how much I’m digging her new sound — and enjoying our view in the same instance, because honestly how can you say no to this view? Or the pool.”

'You definitely can't complain! The view is stunning and it's so good to have a pool again! Don't knock the hot tub either, that thing is an absolute dream. I'm just glad to be back in the sunshine again. As much as I love my home country, the weather wasn't half dreary and horrible the majority of the time.'

You know… the biggest thing I worried about before entering the Big Brother house was whether I’d be able to have the sweet, sweet taste of boba ever again… boy, I had nothing to worry about. If I start to plump up, start looking like a brown sugar pearl, sit me down and give me a talk, okay? I’m torn though. Do I spend my first night in the house or out and about? Suggestions? …wanna join me for whatever it is? 

Wait, wait, wait... what the hell is boba? Is that like some fancy tea or something? I don't know, I was kind of torn on what to do as well. I've never really been to Los Angeles before, like not properly. Not where I was able to go out and explore so I'm kind of curious on what Hollywood has to offer. Do you feel like exploring the city with me?

The plan was to get out and do something today but instead I just stayed at the house and binged on old seasons of Hell’s Kitchen. My only venture was to get hot cheetos, a pepsi, and some scratch off tickets with what was left over. Some days you just need a day of nothing — absolutely nothing. Can I live vicariously through the rest of you? What are some exciting things you did today?

Listen, that pretty much describes a perfect day for me. It's far too hot to be outside today and Hell's Kitchen is a great fucking show. Gordon Ramsay is a genius. I love days where I can just lay around and binge-watch my favourite tv shows and eat food that I know is not good for me but I eat anyway. I haven't had an exciting day either. I thought about going out earlier but then changed my mind. I've pretty much just lazed about all day as well but instead I just chilled in the hot tub for like 4 hours. I'm pretty sure my shoulders are burnt to shit now because I didn't put on any suncream and they're stinging like mad.

Forty dollars worth of burgers and buns is a sensible investment, right? Anybody who wants to pull through with the hotdogs gets first dibs from the grill.

I feel like you could only get away with spending all your allowance on barbecue food on Independance Day. I mean, I haven't spent any money yet so I suppose I could go for the hotdogs. Do you have any preference on sausages?