Cuck

It's okay to not practice as much as you used to.

It's okay to not be able to burn that candle, insence or cleansing bundle.

It's okay to not have the money for the offerings you used to give.

It's okay to find it hard to practice alongside your workload.

It's okay to put a pause on your craft.

Finding your pendulum:

Using Your Crystal Pendulum to Take Inventory of Your Energy

Spending time with your pendulum can act as a quick meditation, helping you to get into alignment and center your energy.

1.Hold your pendulum in your hands, and take a look how it’s turning. Is it spinning out of control? Is it still? Is it shaking? This is a visual of your energy in this current moment. Now it’s time to shift that.

2.Take a few minutes to gently center yourself. Gently your eyes. Connect with a higher source. Ground into Mother Earth. Take deep breaths in through the nose and out through the mouth.

3.Ask yourself, how can I stop spinning in all these different directions? What can I do to show up differently? Notice how as you begin to calm your mind and find your center, so does your pendulum.

4.When you feel your pendulum begin to grow still, open your eyes.

Using Your Crystal Pendulum to Answer Questions

1.Your crystal pendulum can also be used to help you answer questions that come to mind. Remember, you already know the answers intuitively, your pendulum is just giving you a visual to affirm it.

2.When you first receive your pendulum before you use it, sage your pendulum until it becomes still.

3.Hold it in your hands and set an intention.

4.Ask your pendulum to show you what a yes is. Sometimes it will go back and forth, or in a circle. Everyone’s will be different.

5.Now, ask your pendulum to give you a no. It should be different than your yes.

With the movement for your two answers established, ask your pendulum yes or no question, and see what the answer is.

Always remember that your pendulum is a tool. It’s an extension of what’s going on inside you, but you may not be aware of it. It helps your external get in touch with your internal.

Close ups :))))

nn. “You are never doing that again.”

oo.  “I’m okay, aren’t I?”

Tyler wasn’t too much of a worrier, he knew his friends could handle themselves and he knew, for the most part, they were aware enough to not get themselves killed from doing something stupid.

However, Evan does love proving him wrong in the worst ways possible and Tyler had no clue ice skating could end up so bad. 

It was just a small group of them; Evan, Marcel, Tyler, Brock and Brian. They all were board and needed something to do so they just agreed to meet at the local rink to enjoy an hour or two of ice skating and relaxing.

Of course, Tyler wasn’t too good on the slippery surface, especially not with the stupidstupid knife shoes on his feet, but he went in head strong because he’d never pass up an opportunity to make fun of Brock for falling on his face. 

Tyler could at least balance and go slow enough to not fall over so he technically wasn’t a hypocrite for bullying Brock. 

Plus, Evan did enjoy helping Tyler out whenever they went ice skating, so he knew he had someone to rely on if he needed it.

But, of course, he couldn’t rely on Evan if Evan ended up getting hurt.

He watched with a nervous glint to his eyes as Evan raced around the rink, eyes carefully following him. They were lucky enough that the rink was mostly empty so the Canadian could easily get away with a trick or two, but this seemed dangerous.

Maybe not dangerous in a ‘he’s gonna die’ kind of way, but dangerous in a ‘this fucking dumbass’ kind of way.

Evan was skating backwards, his movements fluid and smooth, he was clearly good at skating. But, he was also a little nervous. Of course, he didn’t show it. If he did, one of the guys would have talked him out of trying to do a back flip. 

He smiled a bit, glancing over his shoulder, timing for when it’d be time. He had to get his balance correct, he knew that. If he didn’t then he’d end up falling and that’d... probably hurt. He winced a bit and shook his head before breathing out to calm his nerves. He’s got this!

As the time arrived he got into position, bending his knee and bring a foot all the way back before he threw it forward to help propel him up as he jumped. The landing was going to be hard- he already mentally prepared for it. The air rushed him as he flipped through the air and he could hear the shouts of his friend’s encouragements. 

Then, his blade touched the ground and he knew he lost before he could even fully process it. 

He didn’t land right. His balance was too far off. 

His skates went back and he went down, face planting onto the floor and sliding a bit. 

Tyler winced at the sight and his worry exploded. “Evan,” he called, skating towards him carefully before dropping to his knees, allowing himself to slide a little before he touched the noirette gently. “Hey, Ev? You okay?” he asked, nudging him.

Evan let out a whine and nodded before he turned his head. “Did I look cool?” he asked, voice holding a chuckle. 

Tyler winced at the sight of a bloody nose and he shook his head in slight annoyance to the question. Yet, he was also happy that was the first thing he heard. It wasn’t too concerning. “You looked pretty awesome until you fell on your face,” he stated. 

Evan laughed, and sat himself up, bringing his sleeve up to wipe his nose. “Yeah? I guess I’ll have to try again then,” he beamed.

Tyler pursed his lips. “No. You are never doing that again,” he stated.

“I’m okay, aren’t I?” Evan pouted, grabbing Tyler’s hand as he stood up. “So let me try one more time,” he requested, pulling the giant up to stand.

Tyvan

-Evan takes divine pleasure in annoying the absolute fuck out of his boyfriend; it is the highlight of his day, and he thinks Tyler is hot when he's angry

-On the other hand, Evan always has a way to make Tyler cheer up- whether that be cake, kisses, or a silly little stuffed animal to make his big softie melt

-Tyler can and will hoist Evan into a bridal carry and drop him on the bed if he's being annoying, but always kisses him before he leaves

-Tyler absolutely adores saying "Honey, I'm home!" when he gets back from the store or from a tournament, and Evan always comes running to greet him with a bone crushing hug

-Evan's avatar may be an owl, but that does not mean he is wise; he has set the kitchen on fire not once but three times trying to make Tyler something edible for dinner

-"I'll marry you if and only if you play gmod again."

"Evan, I will never fucking play gmod again. I'm rescheduling this proposal."

-Evan custom ordered several shirts with varying messages on them such as "If found return to the guy whose 6'9" or "Proud boyfriend of a Fortnite Gamer!!!".

Tyler hates and loves them.

-They are a dessert couple and always have cookies, candy, cake or pie in the house to snack on (Tyler's favorite is blueberry cobbler)

Judge: did your boyfriend commit the crime?

Wildcat: Bitch, he can't even commit to the relationship.

Based on “How Will I Know” by Sam Smith. If you haven’t heard his version before, I encourage you to look it up and listen while you read! 

(6:46) in Vanoss’ “Can We Win This One?” BO4 Blackout video

Tyler and Evan are a different type of gay when they mess around.

Tyler: Yeah you need anything else? Need a blowjob, a tummy rub?

Evan: Yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah

…

Evan: I actually just wanna watch you jerk off.

Tyler: Oh, okay perfect.