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I'm going to admit something.  I am not sure if it's exactly a surprise but back in high school, people used to see me as a "player" of some sort.  I don't say the same shit to every single girl.  I genuinely liked them for the most part.  

Reflecting towards my high school alter ego, I saw myself as confused.  Nothing more, nothing less.  I cannot fathom where this "player" image is coming from.  My shortest relationship was six months but that doesn't really relate to anything I guess.

I did talk to a few girls but I forgot about them and at the same exact fucking time, they forgot about me coincidentally.  I guess I "teased" or sweet talked them back then but it is probably because I was stupid but it was fatal attraction of lust of some sort.. I've never done anything with any one of my past girlfriends.   I am no player.  High school can be really stupid. 

It is stupid.

Player. Pft. I am not sounding bitter at the fact that my friends renounced that ugly title to me but I know who I am.  They don't.  My true friends never called me that.  They tell me I'm the opposite.  I don't mean "oh you're not a player" but "oh you're so nice you're so this that blah."  Stuff like that.  It helps a lot knowing that.  

anyway, I don't care about them.  All I care about is my love of my life.  yes I am still with my Tiffany (Lol her english name is easier to type).  It's been four years and everything's so, I don't know.  It's indescribable.  The end.  

I never updated anyone with my summer.  From what I remember

Came home for the summer and stayed for a whole... 4 months? something like that.

China china china china china.

Came home again.  I only had 2 more months to spend.