ETERNAL SUNSHINE

I think I’ll just go to sleep for awhile

God said to me, get out there and wade around in the mud no one else will step in. I want you to see things from the ground up.

Sometimes I am asleep inside myself

If we imagine it, it must be out there some where

I dont like looking at myself, or buying myself clothes.

I am tired of opening up any news and seeing people arguing about whether children should be allowed better health care, or arguing about people wanting basic human freedoms, while they sit on their cellphones or computers, with air conditioning and food a few steps away. So prideful, so selfish, so disgusting.

I wanted to place the same floors and touch the same walls as the greatest minds in the world, I wanted to see art so breath taking it has been carefully wrapped and preserved for years over, and over. I wanted it for myself, simple, quiet. I wanted it all.