if only.

— ❝   When I write, it’s with you in mind. It’s with the hope that one day your eyes will grace my words, and your heart will match the rhythm my lines spelt out for you. If this is the closest we get then that will do. ❞ 

this turned out to look like a promo rather than a follow forever but yikes, i guess it’s because it’s been a while since i made one. getting back into the krp scene wasn’t easy. especially when you have a collection of muses which is the trifecta of krp’s most hated - older, straight and female muses. regardless of that, there are still those who are willing to write with me and i wanted to show my appreciation for them through these few words of mine. writing is a hobby, my getaway drug and even though i didn’t have the chance to pursue it as a career - you had given me the opportunity to do so.  ideas come and go, characters are created only to be abandoned the next, a promise of a long time friendship was made only to be broken but that’s the reality all of us have to accept whilst being here. even having said and understood that i am grateful and deeply honoured to be able to write with all of you and admire your writing, near and far.

may your 2019 end on a kind note and may 2020 be just as kind if not more to all of us.