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I made this blog as a way to share drafts, fics that I never plan on fully, properly publishing, drabbles, and maybe some WIP's. Basically anything that I would normally scrap and let cover in dust will go here.
Won't be a very frequent poster I don't think, but when I do post... oh boy, you better prepare >:) for some very mediocre content.
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you guys have no idea how much restraint it's taking me to not post this RIGHT NOW. to my wonderful professor: PLEASEEEE MARK MY FANFIC ASSIGNMENT SO I CAN HIT THE POST BUTTON PLEASE 😭🙏
A bite to the neck kills in four hours, the shoulder in five, the arm in six, and the hand in twelve. Even the shallowest bite to the foot would take only thirty hours to kill, regardless of how big the person was.
“Holy shit,” Tubbo mutters. “Ranboo, you should be dead.”
Read the first chapter here!
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>> One Shot Chapter 4 Discussion below the cut (and spoilers.. hehe)
oh hi! haven't posted in a while and this isn't much of an update BUT i have nowhere else to talk about One Shot (my c!beeduo zombie fic i started shortly after Catalyst and then promptly abandoned after 3 chapters).
For anyone who's interested: there is a chapter 4 to One Shot. It's sitting in pieces scattered throughout docs and discord and spotify and none of it is viewable to the public.. except for whatever's contained in this post.
my goal for chapter 4, ultimately, is the answer any questions sparked by chapter 3 (which was an absolute DOOZY of a chapter, holy). but my highest priority for that chapter (and really anything else I write) is creating an internal existential conflict with complex external factors.
so, because i don't have anything chapter 4 related ACTUALLY published, I will leave a small spoiler here:
in chapter 3, it's revealed (kinda) that Ranboo (whoever they were before) had a brother and said Brother turned Ranboo into what they are now. Chapter 4 opens with "All life is to be preserved. / “Because we were all made in God’s image,” you once said" which sets up the main conflict of Ranboo's entire existence; their life was preserved but in such their original form has been destroyed, and if perfection was truly achieved upon creation, that wouldn't need to occur.
additionally, "we were all made in God's image," knowing that Ranboo's brother created Ranboo, and seeing as Ranboo (vaguely, as long as they can remember) upholds these beliefs, Ranboo's brother is considered God.
"But No One Other Than God Can Be God!" says the Christians. Well.. um... yes! believing in any other god is a sin (according to the Jesus fandom) and thus Ranboo believing in their own existence, in any form, is a sin. Because God created them, but so did their older brother.
i also want to eventually get around to What Ranboo (current, half-zombie/half-human) Believes they are. what morals do they hold? what actions do they take? what's right and what's wrong? should they behave as a human and eat the fuckin Heinz Baked Beans, or should they accept who they are now- part zombie- and just cause absolute havoc? you'd never look at a dog and expect it to start talking to you- you'd anticipate its bark and its bite.
but ranboo hasn't been a zombie all their life- they haven't always been a dog. and their brother hasn't always been a god.
(i love that inversion. absolute cinema)
Anywho. that's all I have for now. thank you for indulging me :]
There are exceptions to this unwritten ‘home’ rule, however: anywhere that is completely private is also acceptable.
Which really only serves to put the bathrooms at school on the table, because heaven forbid Reki has to go an entire 8 hours without kissing his boyfriend. He thinks attempting to do that might kill him, actually.
Other than that, there are no exceptions.
These rules were created in Reki’s mind for safety. He saw how those two boys were treated.
And home is where the heart is, after all.
Due to a force-of-habit error, Reki ends up joining Langa in Canada for Christmas, and he finds homesickness harder to deal with than he initially thought. Langa does his best to make Canada just as much of a home to Reki as it is for him, but no road home comes without its cracks and bumps.
(or: home is where the heart is, but Reki's unsure if his heart is even home to begin with)
info: fluff, light angst, established renga, lots of smooching but no mistletoe, they're just gay
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for those interested, i've put up a piece of original poetry on (yet another) side blog: @horrificallybadideas
it's a poem that's been haunting me ever since i wrote it and i needed to put it somewhere. will i post other poetry there in the future? who knows! we'll see if i ever get around to serious poetry ever again to begin with LMAO
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hehe okay here she is. playlist is on youtube for ease of CD creation if anyone wants. i use 4kdownload to turn the youtube files into .wav and then burn them using windows media player :] but also feel free to compile the songs from the youtube playlist onto whatever music listening you app you use!!
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With the leatherbound book lost to the throes of time, and Ranboo’s memory serving little purpose, all they have left to cling on to is eternal beauty of a temporary, yet persistent night.
And—
“Andromeda,” an all-too familiar voice— never foreign to Ranboo— chimes in from the left.
or: Somewhere, as they drift through constellations they can't remember the name of, they find a familiar face and feel the ache of his familiar touch.
(OR: ranboo and tubbo have a chat by the water, in the water, about space and time and everything in between. they try not to lose each other in the process.)
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With the leatherbound book lost to the throes of time, and Ranboo’s memory serving little purpose, all they have left to cling on to is eternal beauty of a temporary, yet persistent night.
And—
“Andromeda,” an all-too familiar voice— never foreign to Ranboo— chimes in from the left.
or: Somewhere, as they drift through constellations they can't remember the name of, they find a familiar face and feel the ache of his familiar touch.
(OR: ranboo and tubbo have a chat by the water, in the water, about space and time and everything in between. they try not to lose each other in the process.)
small piece of Beau lore (if i haven't shared it already, because i'm thinking about her again): Beau was awful to Ranboo when they were first born. she's typically a very kind person, very well-mannered and polite and what-have-you, but something about Ranboo brought out this unbearable rage within her. it was mostly due to the grief of losing her wife, but yeah, she was, like, horrible to Ranboo. locking him in a room for extend periods of time until she couldn't take it anymore and would burst in an scream at him, even though he couldn't hear or see any of it (in the Catalyst-verse, newborn vampires are blind and deaf for ~10 years, after which they slowly start to gain those senses, which means no, Ranboo never heard any of Beau's anger, but yes, Ranboo never saw or heard Raine's voice in those 2-3 days where she was still alive after his birth. the only thing he felt was her touch and even then the memory of it bleeds into the times where Beau carried him). Beau feels immense guilt about how she used to treat her child when she was grieving, and hasn't told Ranboo about how awful she was when he was really young. the only person who knows about it is Irving, who came over to help comfort Beau about the loss and help take care of Ranboo.
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Impetus (or: Catalyst, with an alternate first meeting)
alternatively titled and referred to as 'Catalyst 2'
Until they’re limp — he can feel them struggling beneath his hands, but he’s just as helpless as they are— cold— their blood is warm as it travels down Ranboo’s throat— dead in your hands — their knees buckle and Ranboo’s go at the same time, collapsing alongside them—
info: vampire!Ranboo, human!Tubbo, essentially: Catalyst if Tubbo never had to wash blood off of his hands.
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OKAY Catalyst 2 might be like. a minute or two late. i'm in the middle of amsterdam rn and have some shit to do so it probably won't be 10AM on the dot BUT WE'LL SEE!!
