Submissive and Trans Women starting estrogen

Have you ever been raped before?

My ex-wife and her female friends did it all the time until I stopped resisting and did as I was told then they pimped me out after a few years of that the ex decided to give me to her boyfriend to rape but it didn't happen then I was separated from ex I spent a few years searching for someone for cnc play but said how much I wished it was real well scouting a location that the person not at the time we setup even said I had plans and wasn't able to check it at that time they managed to sneak up on me surprise attack me and actually rape me because it was a completely different person than I thought I was talking to after they were done he asked if that was real enough for me and everything I wanted and expected I looked at him and said it was extremely real enough and everything I hoped and wanted before and was more than I expected but now I wish it could happen again and hope that it could be more he laughed I got dressed the best i could with ripped clothing and left when I got out in the open I was pushed and fell to the ground and felt someone get on top of me using there weight to hold me down felt my pants rip even more then I got raped again this time while a few people watched someone walked up looking like the wanted to play as he finished so the guy that just raped me twice asked him if wanted some he said he just wanted head so my raper grabbed me by the hair and asked if I heard that I said yes then he asked me what am I going to do I said start sucking he said good then pushed me towards the guy I get myself up and have no strength to get away I unzip the guys pant pull his dick out and start sucking then someone else walks up and starts fucking me they both finish about the same time my original raper walks up and says was that how I was hoping to be raped to be raped repeatedly where people watched and a couple of complete strangers 1 that I willing did while being raped by the other one to which I responded with that was exactly what I could hope for thank you and now I know what I hope to happen then a car pulls up the driver was a woman who saw what happened asked if I wanted a ride I said yes she asked me if I was ok if I wanted to go to the hospital or police I said no to them that I needed to find a place with clothes I could wear she said she lived in the apartment coming up she might have a few of her ex clothes I said that would be great we get there she offers me a shower and asked if i was hungry I said no just tired I get out of the shower wrapped the towel around me and walk out of the bathroom looking for my clothes she calls me to her room she said she tossed my clothes but had something on the bed when I get to the bed she walks out of the closet completely naked except a strapon saying it really turned her on seeing how worthless I was pushed me on the bed and my head into a pillow and started fucking me then had me take turns eating her and her roommate out while the other one rode me until I came in both she then makes me put on a bra and matching panties then hands me a skirt and kinda see thru shirt and tells me I can walk as I'm almost out the door the roommate tells me to wait then rushes to me hands me high heals and says I can't forget these commands me to put them on and films me walking away