Heâs tired of being betrayed, tired of being left behind. Annie, Reiner, Bertolt⌠and now Eren, at least thatâs what it seems like to him. But isnât there someone missing from the list?
Ymir, I mean. The two argued a lot, or to be more accurate, Connie kept snapping when she made fun of him. However, they were still somewhat close⌠but then, Ymir transformed.
He started doubting her loyalty, at least for a moment, but then-
-he realizes that Ymir is trying to protect them and is the first one to voice it. His faith in her returns again. Thatâs why, not much later, he does this:
He stops the other scouts from attacking her. He also goes over without hesitation, unlike the others who keep their distance. He even has the guts to land on her and kick her head when she ignores him. He trusts her not to harm him.
Heâs a little shocked when Ymir âeatsâ Historia, but not long after, he and Historia have this conversation:
This is how well he knows Ymir, how much he has ended up trusting her. He knows what sheâs about.
When Ymir stops as she hears Bertoltâs scream, Connie tells her to come along, he wants her to come along. At that point, leaving her behind was not an option he even considered.
âŚHe realizes that, along with Reiner and Bertolt, Ymir too kept her mouth shut about what she knew.
Historia tells him it was in order to protect him. Did Connie believe her? Who knows, but since she didnât get listed along with the other traitors, itâs highly likely that Connie came to believe Historia later on. Even so, that doesnât change the fact that Ymir was another important person he lost, even if she, in the end, didnât betray him.
Connie loses a lot, actually. His family, everyone in his village⌠and very recently, his best friend, his other side, Sasha. I dare say thatâs why we have Dark!Connie now, thatâs what set everything in stone. Heâs just so tired of suffering and losing everyone he loves that itâs taking a way too big toll on his mental health.
Despite all this, I noticed something interesting. Take a look at how chapter 111 ends:
Connie is holding Nikolo in place along with Jean. And yet-
-Itâs Jean who slams Nikolo against the wall and starts roughing him up, not Connie. Why did Connie react so differently to Nikolo than he did to Onyankopon? Is it because Falco needed help and he, having a soft spot for kids, considered it priority? Was Jean always closer with Nikolo, so Connie decided to leave it up to him? Or were Connie and Nikolo so close that he thought the cook must have a reason? Was he still upset because of what Grior said and had a shorter fuse with Onyankopon because of that? Or was he so upset about the euthanasia plan?
Whatever the reason, the point is that Connie didnât lash out at Nikolo, so he doesnât see the cook as a traitor. And thatâs good, for they are friends.
Letâs just hope he wonât lose this one, too.