White Caps

Well I’m not.

You’re just making it harder for yourself.

Freddie…

You don’t listen to me otherwise.

I really shouldn’t be so into you for that.

I don’t want you to lose your job because you’re sat in this chair waiting for me to die.

You have to try.

Of course, that’s all I want.

The only thing I want now is for you to have everything that I’ll never be able to give you. A family, someone to grow old with.

I realised then I had to stop pretending that I was ever going to be able to have a normal life.

How can I not? I was disappointed too.

I remember the way your face fell when they told me I’d never be able to have kids.

But I do, you would have had a normal life if you’d never met me.

I’m sorry.

This really is what I’ve been trying to avoid, I hate seeing you like this because of me.