Freckled Chef

Well why don't you tell me who you are silly?

Last night on my closest friends 37th birthday party we threw a big party and I met a lot of her friends I didn't know. We had a blast making a smorgasbord of snacks and dinner and going to trivia at a local bar. It was amazing. Until one of her friends, who will no longer be her friend, decided it would be okay to verbally assault me by telling me "I want to fuck the shit out of you." Excuse you, I'm not a fucking slab of meat. You can not just claim me and think that that is how this works. You treated me like a lion being poached. Being a predator like I'm just suppose to fall prey to you because you put me in a "hug" which feels more like a chokehold. You are a pathetic waste of human life. You need to reevaluate what you think is and isn't appropriate. Yes, of course everyone probably thinks this is about a guy well you're wrong a grown woman proceeded to sexually harass and verbally violate me. Thank god I left early because lord knows what else your insane sick mind would have thought was appropriate.

To have a big family. So that means 5 kids. I already have names made. I know,That's childish and stupid but I believe that's what I'll have. No matter if I have no one now to start a family, I will one day. Family is everything to me. Loving people around you should always be the most important thing to you. Love means a lot but being happy with yourself means more.

Spending time with someone who gets me. Being around people who don't compete with everyone around them especially their friends. When everyone cared more about the human race and less about their own wellbeing. Appreciating the little things, like waking up to birds chirping, rain falling, or just utter happiness throughout the camp.

I'm cute and not cocky about it. I'm happy but not rubbing it in others faces. I'm sad but don't feel like getting pitied. I dance because it's the most freeing feeling. I ride my bike just to clear my mind. I write poems that I never want anyone to read. I read books just to be in a fantasy world.

People who think just because I haven't gotten my hair done or my roots touched up in awhile means I'm beneath them...no, bitch it just means I realize paying my bills is and buying groceries seem like a better purchase decision. People who think because I have had multiple sexual partners means I'm a slut of some sort...no, I am just sexually active like normal human beings and don't make it a big secret. People who think because I can't afford things means I dorm work my ass of at my full time job as a chef...you're fucking stupid and probably think working at your desk job is so much better because you get paid more. Fuck you, I'm doing what I am passionate about and happy every day I walk into my place of work. People who are still racist and homophobic...can you go worry about your own pathetic life and not worry about anyone else's? People really suck. No matter what way you spin it most people are horrid and have no care for anyone but themselves.

I know you’re so close but you feel so far away, All I want is to not be a cliche.

Is this the same person?

Do I know you? because that sounds awfully personal.

#sothisjusthappened #riffraff (at Farm Bureau Va. Beach Ampitheater)

That moment when you realize every guy you work with is in love with you, even when you have no make up on.