. : ✦⚬✹ Autoplay/Semi - Hiatus ✹⚬✦ : .

I’m here for you honey boo <3 and know that you WILL get through this you warrior princess!!!

Long story short, shock of the century, life got in the way. Work has been stressful, I’ve been trying to move and save up to do so. My mental health took a hit and the biggest hit I can recall since god knows when. I don’t know what started it but what was already bad got a thousand times worse.

I’m in pain nearly all the time and no one can seem to figure out what’s going on. I’ve recently been back and forward to the doctors because of frequent dizzy spells and headaches.  Physiotherapy, MRI Scans, blood tests, ECGs, tablets on top of tablets. Yet nothing. Nada. Zilch. 

I’m now starting counselling. Which is also fun. I haven’t been one on one yet just over the phone my first one on one is the 28th. But still, I knew I needed it but I was always worried about paying for it. Though, this time it was a doctor's recommendation. And it’s been said that I have Agoraphobia. Which makes sense, and can also explain the dizzy spells. But until I see them in person I don’t know.

Needless to say, I’ve been going through some shit. 😂 Honestly, I just wanted to pop by and say, to whoever is still following me (and to be fair if you are I give you mad props for), I’m sorry. I miss you. I really do hope I come back I really want to. Right now though, I have no motivation for anything and that’s not just roleplaying it’s everything. So, I’m sorry again and I hope that explains my disappearing act at least a little without going into too much detail. Hopefully, when I get my headspace back on track I’ll be back. With new babies, old babies you name it. I want to come back. I just don’t know when I’ll be ready. 

I'm sorry again. And thank you all for everything. I know it’s probably a bit late for that now but I am still thankful of everyone here. So, yeah, thank you. 

Of course she was going to ignore it, because that’s what she did and that wasn’t a bad thing, especially since it worked every time. He turned his head to look at her and to the cup of coffee. Going back to bed didn’t sound like such a bad thing now it was cold. “ I wouldn’t want you to get cold. ” He smiled. “ I’ll drink it and then I’ll be up. ”

OPEN RP.

“I want to be alone. Was that not obvious?”

ur so cute i missed you plenty !! i’m so sad to hear you’re in pain, let me know if there is anything i can do for you, i’ll jump on the next train :) very excited to have you back, miss you and writing with youuuu ahh i hope you feel better my love !!

ahhhh i’ve missed u !! i hope ur happy <333

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@frcgilehearts i see you filling my inbox.