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Ik i've been absent but a lot happened school and life-wise (I became and adult and I graduated) but from some money i got i bought and ipad for future uni stuff and i bought procreate too. i sometimes drew in the past many years but not consistently enough so im pretty bad. but i got some inspiration from fnaf songs (dagames' fnaf songs are soooi good for the reich) and as a journey of getting better at drawing and learning procreate, i made two rein pieces that are a pair, based off of the same song just two diff lines.

﹕◌ ࣪ 𓈒 ⊹ ➛ book question time!

₊˚⟡ ˖ its about my own character named Valda Bierhals who will get into the inner circle in 1933 when she is just 17 yet (just a matter of months until she becomes an adult). At first she is involved with Hermann Göring for 8 yrs (a lot of drama on their story line) then with Reinhard Heydrich until his death and then when she is placed in Auschwitz as an overseer she becomes involved with Josef Mengele. In the end she will become a kamikaze essentially and flies her plane into the ground in Prague, late October of 1945

The main premise is however that the main character is far from a protagonist (she committed murder and other various crimes/war crimes) but her life is portrayed as reality works; even the most wicked and evil souls are essentially humans with the usual petty problems, conflicts and challenges. In the end of the day every single person on earth is the same; human. They work just like everyone else. Have traumas, experience genuine loss and hurt, have their own emotions and feelings and are very melancholically human.

The more explicit/less philosophical premise of the story is whether Hermann or Reinhard was "The One" for Valda. (it is entirely left on the reader to decide)

It's a very brief summary and obviously it is much much more detailed, it would just be a lot to write it down at once. Further questions or content requests about it are appreciated.

٬٬ ࣪﹒𖣠┊GENERAL INFOS.

₊˚⟡ ˖ what's my name?: NB (i do not wish to share my first name, only to those i feel like can be trusted)

₊˚⟡ ˖ my age?: i am not yet an adult but it's only a matter of few months now!!

₊˚⟡ ˖ how long since i have been into the reich fandom?: since i was around 12! obv it started out like it does for majority of people here, i believe. first i started finding adolf h. interesting and as i fell down the rabbit hole my priorities shifted. what really got me specifically about it was tbe psychology of the inner circle. i was always interested in the psychological aspect of evil beings: how life contributes to ones evilness, the objective & purely psychological aspect of violence and systemic evilness etc.

₊˚⟡ ˖ top 3 figures?: through my 5 yrs in the topic i think i finalized my top list for good; 1 - reinhard heydrich, 2 - hermann göring, 3 - josef mengele. but honorable mention to joachim von ribbentrop and erwin rommel

₊˚⟡ ˖ anyone i dislike?: BORMANN!! he was a two-sided btch tbh. i also don't really like göbbels, speer or himmler but i wouldn't say i hate them, at least compared to the hatred i feel towards bormann

₊˚⟡ ˖ favorite woman?: maybe basic but eva. she was such a sweetheart and she deserved better. also she is interesting psychologically herself and tbh her love for adolf gives me some hope that even i will once find someone who loves me despite everything (although ik men don't work like women... sucks to be straight sometimes)

٬٬ ࣪﹒𖣠┊MISC.

₊˚⟡ ˖ other interests?: for two years now my main interest is football, but the reich is the topic i return to regularly for many years now. i also know a shit ton about formula 1, as it was my past hyperfixation and that lasted around a year and a half. also, as a hungarian i am very into the communism in hungary after 1945, more specifically the kádár era (1956-1989) and the revolution of 56'

₊˚⟡ ˖ what am i looking for?: i hope to find people like me to whom i can talk freely and can expect not to be judged. i also will probably mostly look for pics and surf through content rather than post myself. HOWEVER! i have a book set in the third reich. i have it meticulously planned to the smallest details since 2023 and if anyone is interested i'd be glad to post about it and make some content about it (moodboards, quotes etc. if anyone has a specific idea or something they'd like to know about it, ask freely!!)

﹕◌ ࣪ 𓈒 ⊹ ➛ i hope to find friends here and people who are interested in what i can contribute to the fandom/community! also, i'd like to share that i am pretty bad in trusting people and have a shit ton of mental problems that make it hard for me to socialize/react correctly in certain situations.