vergessen und fallen

my transformation into a bitter angry old woman is almost complete

you have to love yourself so much that you become unbothered by the lack of love from others

lord take all of my pain and sufferig and give it to elon musk

I wish I wasn’t so fucking sad

It pains me to carry such a sad soul when, at heart, I'm such a joyful person.

i am so tired of being mentally ill. every day is the same and i don’t have the energy for even the most simple tasks. i can feel time i will never get back slipping past. i’m supposed to be building a life for myself like everyone else my age but i can barely even leave the house

i killed myself 80 times in my head this year and it's only january.

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.

there’s actually nothing sweet or nice about being an extremely sentimental person. feeling wistful and romantic about everything is also a great way to be let down by…….. everything