: ̗̀➛ hiiii im axi, i use they/them pronouns. this is my “secret” self ship blog :3 my strawpage can be found here ! i'm an alterhuman (wolf and grim reaper primarily !) my s/i is a wolf and reaper !!
: ̗̀➛ all interactions will come from @axinitewolf as that’s my main.
: ̗̀➛ im mostly gonna use this to ramble about my f/os so yeahhh !!!!
: ̗̀➛ im always open to making more mutuals so feel free to ask !! i don’t bite…. and ill be your selfship’s biggest fan trust ^^
: ̗̀➛ similarly, im always ALWAYS open to receiving f/o letters. i’m serious !! you don’t have to ask or check with me first, i love that type of stuff ! if you want to, you can pick whichever of my f/os you want :3
: ̗̀➛ pro/com.ship/pro.fic dni
: ̗̀➛ i’ll put some of my f/os n their tags under the cut :3 if the character's name is in pink, it means i'm nonsharing with that character and would prefer if we didn't interact for my own comfort, sorry :( if the character's name is in blue, that means they're a familial f/o !
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Imagine your f/o helping you distract yourself after you saw something triggering online. They put your phone on silent for you. They offer to put on your favorite show or movie. Or maybe, they can give you a massage to drive the tension out of your body. Or, if you want, they can just cuddle you and let you vent.
You aren't being weird and your reactions are natural, no matter what triggered you. Your f/o wants you to know that.
imagine your dream house with your f/o(s)... I BEG YOU...
i'm building smth in welcome to bloxburg right now and picturing that we are building our home to together... you and your f/o(s) could be helping each other carry in boxes and furniture, picking out paints for the walls (and maybe disagreeing for a bit because you have different ideas living room), and giving each other input on where your decorations should go!! even if your styles clash, you guys can compromise and work things out. even after that it'll still be charming!!
once you're all moved in, you can settle in your space with them and make small additions as the days go by. you can finally develop a comforting routine with them. if you have familial, platonic, and romantic f/o's, it's kinda starts to feel like you've all moved in as a family... sniffles. hold on. don't look at me bro.
Not really an imagine so I hope this is okay, but! You are enough for your F/Os. Your love is enough for them, your effort is enough for them, your pain is enough for them. They don't wish you loved them in a different amount, they don't feel as though you don't do enough or do too much, and there isn't a criteria to them of pain and suffering you need to reach for them to start caring about you. They want to experience it all by your side. Your hurting is enough for them to want to care for you, period. You doing well is enough for them to care about you, period. Their love isn't limited to only in emergencies. They'd notice all your signs, because they know you.
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Imagine the moment your F/O(s) realize they're going to marry you. You're probably doing something mundane like feed your pet(s) or cook. Maybe you're talking their ear off about your day, kicking ass in your favorite video game or displaying your skills in your job/hobby.
You're doing your thing, being you, and their heart starts beating a bit faster. They just stand there for a moment, processing the thought that just crossed their mind.
I want to marry (him/her/them/it/other).
proshippers, variants, neutral and rpf dni, thank you.
Can you write some imagines of f/o helping you sleep through various means? (Reading to you snuggling etc.)
Imagine
3:00 in the morning. And you can't sleep. You lay awake for a while, contemplating. Should you keep trying to sleep? Or get up and do something? You really do want to fall asleep, but you can't help but feel that it's just not going to happen tonight.
So you decide to get up and make yourself a warm drink. Trying to get up as quietly as possible so as not to wake up your F/O, you slip the blanket off you and gently set your feet down. Without turning on the lights, you make your way to the kitchen managing to avoid every obstacle and creaky floorboard on the way.
The nightlight you keep in the kitchen is just enough light to work by, so you keep the kitchen light off too. You prep your cup and whatever drink you like, but warming the water is what gets you found out. The click of the appliance is loud enough to snitch on you and you cringe when you hear it.
Your F/O ambles sleepily into the kitchen. They ask you what you're doing, why you're up so late. You sheepishly explain that you couldn't sleep, and apologize for waking them, you really didn't mean to. Your F/O looks at you warmly through the lingering sleep in their eyes and tells you that you can always wake them up, you don't need to stay up all by yourself.
Once your drink is done, they get you settled on the couch, curled up with your drink in hand and nestled up by their side. They bring a digestible but comforting book out, something like the Chronicles of Narnia or Little House on the Prairie. Maybe it's for kids, but it's soothing and sweet.
They read to you for a while, you're not really sure how long. Their voice is quiet and smooth, and a certain type of tranquility fills you. Before long, you're nodding off. You don't fall asleep fully for a while, but you tiptoe the line between wake and sleep until your head finally falls completely on your F/O's shoulder. They don't make a move to get up, not wanting to wake you, they just settle in themselves for a night on the couch. It's not long before they fall asleep too, your gentle breaths lulling them to sleep too.
I have another one with F/O reassuring reader til they fall asleep here, but warning that there's some self negative/anxiety spiraling language from the POV of the reader, if that makes sense!
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🍽: Do they prefer pancakes or waffles?
🍌: Do they add sliced fruit to any breakfast items or as a side dish?
⌚️: Do they eat breakfast foods in the morning for breakfast time, or do they have it as a brunch or around dinner?
✨️: Do they prefer sweet or savory things for breakfast?
🍳: If they eat eggs, how do they like their eggs cooked? Over-easy? Sunny-side-up? Poached? Soft or hard boiled?
🧃: What do they like to drink with their breakfast? Coffee, tea, water, orange juice, milk, etc.
🍲: Can they cook their own breakfast or do they get it from someone else or a pre-made dish?
💖: Specify a breakfast item(asker or reciever can choose) and then what toppings, syrups, or spices they'd add to it, if any! Some ideas would be oatmeal, parfait, pancakes, waffles, french toast, crumpet/english muffin or crepes!
☕️: If they drink coffee, how elaborate is their coffee order? Do they get the same thing every time or have different orders for different occasions?
🍞: How cooked do they like their toast?(you can look up toast charts online and provide one if you really want to get specific). Do they use white loaf bread for their toast, or something else? A bagel, whole wheat, rye, sourdough, etc.
⏱️: Additionally, do they get startled when the toast pops out of the toaster? Or try to catch the (hot)toast with their hands when it pops out?
🔥: Do they have any unconventional breakfast preferences, like ketchup on scrambled eggs or peanut butter and bacon?
Shout out to self-shippers who feel like they're a failure.
Even if you see yourself that way, your F/O never would. They see how hard you're trying and they are so proud of you and your efforts, regardless of the outcome.
They don't care about how many awards you win, they don't care how much money you make, and they don't care if you struggle to do what is "simple" or "easy" for others.
They love you unconditionally, wholly, and indefinitely. You are their second half, and they are so, so proud of you for continuing to get up every morning and face the world, even if it's cruel and unfair in its expectations of you.
Having multiple F/O's is funny cause sometimes my brain will alternate between which ones to think about randomly throughout the day and it kinda feels like they're all fighting to try and get my attention or something
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imagine your f/o getting home late (for any reason)
you're already asleep, and holding onto this one plushie/pillow like your life depends on it. they think for a moment that you're holding it just the way you hold them/they hold you, and the thought that thinking of them helps you sleep brings a smile to their face. the smile quickly drops though, as they start to get a little jealous. they could certainly hold you better.
you spend the night being cuddled by your f/o without knowing <3
