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âBeen awhile, hasnât it? ... Is anybody even out there still?â

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nooothinglikemeâ:
âI thought sayinâ it out loud would help. Been keepinâ everything to myself, you know? Half of me believes it, baby, with all my heart,â he says with all the conviction possible for someone whoâs controlling each single muscle of his expression.Â
âThe other half⌠is okay with this new normal. There are⌠perks. There are points to prove. I love you, isnât that enough?â
Isnât that enough, he asks, and Jowd breaks eye contact. He jams his hands into the pockets of his favorite green coat. Itâs a barb that didnât have any intention to hurt, but it does, and it gets him to throw one in return.
âWhat about Alma,â he says thickly. Alma, who canât connect with him in the same way. Alma, left on the sidelines again.
âWhich points are you trying to prove, and are they worth proving to the people you want to prove them to?â Because he knows. He knows. And the ghosts have been silent for now. No torment, no threats -- everything has been quiet for some time. Isnât it time? he wants to say, but Jowd swallows his words.
â... Itâs your choice in the end, which half you listen to.â
nooothinglikemeâ:
And thatâs their problem, isnât it? Theyâre good at building walls. Sometimes he wonders about those five years he lost, the ones when they never talked. Who could have avoided it? Or were their paths already traced in advance, stubbornness digging grooves so deep they could never escape them. As far as worldviews go, this one sucks. Cabanela doesnât like it.
ââŚIâm tired of this non-life and I want to find a way back to the living, for me, for us. Howâs that sound?â
It is something heâs been waiting to hear, yes, but... the admission is a bit of a sour note. Because Jowd, a man who is not exactly well-known for having a healthy bit of self-esteem ever since that day in another life, finds himself doubting the statement.
Heâs just saying that because itâs what you want to hear, right? ... Well. ... Cabs does have a lengthy track record of doing just that. But... But...
âAre you sure about that?â Jowd asks. The emphasis is clear. Itâs an out. Be upfront with me. Please.
nooothinglikemeâ:
A wink and a bow: talk later, baby. About four layers of frustration (1. Yes! Yes it is a problem, how âbout some empathy 2. âŚis it a problem though? Iâm doinâ fine. Not about to go murderinâ people or anything 3. Could I honestly tell how much of a problem this spooky deal is for me, or am I forever destined to be reactive out of a healthy and deep-rooted contrarianism? Frick destiny, you knooow? I want to do my thing, but I for possibly the first time in my life, I donât know what my thing is 4. But if it is a problem, itâs mine. My life. Not anybody elseâs. I made a choice for Kamila, one Iâll always be proud of, and Iâm the one un-livinâ with the consequencesâŚ), but he keeps those to himself for now.
Later, in a secure location, sweeped for nosy ghosts:
âFiiine. Do you want me to say it?â
Heâs tired. And heâs been slowly pulling away into himself, because Jowd does that when heâs tired and not willing to talk about things, especially things related to feelings. This man has a thick, tough shell that heâs perfectly willing to retreat into when he feels itâs neccessary.
âOnly if you want to.âÂ
There are a lot of things that can be said, of course.
nooothinglikemeâ:
(elegantly throws a paper plane in Jowdâs direction; opening it reveals the message I THOUGHT IT WAS STILL JULY)
(unfolding it further adds âŚAND THEY CANNOT KNOW THAT!)
Cabanela is paper planeâd back.
That is a problem.
Thanks. Thanks, Jowd. This is why youâre the nationâs best detective.

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nooothinglikemeâ:
[mouths CANâT SHOW WEAKNESS, TALK LATER MAYBE]
Unhappy!
nooothinglikemeâ:
Almost a year.
Nine left.
crossed--fatesâ:
âOh, I WISH. Better to stay dead than to live in this limbo.â
âYou could always do everyone a favor and take a long walk off a short pier at any time, Yomiel.â
crossed--fatesâ:
âItâs my deathdayâŚâ And he doesnât seem very happy.
âIf only youâd actually stayed dead.â Hi heâs here to make it worse.

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nexusofmusesâ:
Sissel pauses grooming to look up at Kamila. He⌠probably should have hidden his body better.
He makes a mental note for next time, and then gently butts his head against her, purring softly.
âHaha... I was worried you might be sick, but you seem okay.â She strokes his head before scratching under his chin. âJust donât do that again, okay Sissy?â
nexusofmusesâ:
Suddenly Sisselâs body finally starts moving again.Â
He stretches. and starts grooming like he hasnât just been out of his body for a day or so.
âOh, youâre awake now!â Kamila sounds relieved. âYou were so sleepy... dad said I should leave you alone.â
Sissel hops up onto Jowdâs lap, most certainly disturbing what ever the man had been doing, to drop a kittenâs mouthful of change heâd found in the sofa there. He gently butts his head against the giant man. âHappy Fatherâs Day.â
He understands the gesture to be one of giving - of kindness. In response he runs a hand over the kittenâs fur and strokes under his chin. A shame Sissel canât feel it, but the gesture is there all the same.
âThank you, Sissel. I guess in a way Iâm also your father, hm?â
âHappy fatherâs day...â she mumbles, fidgeting uneasily. Things arenât getting better fast enough, in Kamilaâs opinion.
Hey hey hey @playghosttrick guess what >:3Â âmourning blackcoat Cabanelaâ &Â âsomeone else is the manipulatorâ in one convenient package! (treat for @fyeahghosttrickâs Ghost Swap exchange)

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ic judgment call!
rules: you can only say guilty or innocent. you are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you or asks you. please repost, donât reblog!!
asked someone to marry you? GUILTY
kissed one of your friends? GUILTY + GETTING THERE
danced on a table in a bar/tavern? INNOCENT
ever told a lie? GUILTY, OF COURSE
had feelings for someone whom you canât have? GUILTY UNTIL RECENTLY
ever kissed someone of the same sex? IâM NOT TELLING
kissed a picture? INNOCENT
slept in until 5pm? GUILTY
fallen asleep at work/school? GUILTY
held a snake? GUILTY
been suspended from school? INNOCENT
worked at a fast-food chain/restaurant? INNOCENT
stolen something? INNOCENT
been fired from a job? INNOCENT
done something you âregretâ? G U I L T YÂ
laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose? INNOCENT
caught a snowflake on your tongue? INNOCENT
kissed in the rain? GUILTY
sat on a rooftop? INNOCENT
kissed someone you shouldnât? INNOCENT... FOR NOW
sang in the shower? GUILTY
been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? INNOCENTÂ BUT IT WAS CLOSE
shaved your head? INNOCENT
slept naked? INNOCENT
made a boyfriend / girlfriend cry? GUILTY
shot a gun? G U I L T Y
still loved someone you shouldnât? GUILTY??? MAYBE?
have / had a tattoo? INNOCENT
liked someone, but will never tell who? GUILTY UNTIL RECENTLY
been too honest? GUILTY
ruined a surprise? GUILTY
been told that youâre beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? INNOCENT BC NOBODY SAYS IâM BEAUTIFUL SPECIFICALLY
still have communication w/ your ex? INNOCENT
cheated on someone? INNOCENT
got so angry that you cried? INNOCENT
tried to stay away from someone for their own good? GUILTY
thoughts about suicide? oh, you know.
thoughts about murder? GUILTY BUT NOT IN THE WAY YOUâD THINK
how about mass murder? INNOCENT
stalked someone? GUILTY, FOR JOB REASONS
had a girlfriend / boyfriend? GUILTY
gotten totally drunk during a holiday? INNOCENT
tagging: whoever tagged by: i stole it
nooothinglikemeâ:
âIâm alriiight,â he replies with a shit-eating grin that tells that they both know that they both are very much not, look, this is exactly as believable as you sound right now.Â
But the smile is good! The smile is a start. With some effort, he picks up his arm again (oof, how many muscles is it. too many) and reaches out to playfully caress the âstache that conceals that precious smile.
âBeen better. Been worse. It was a fun wedding.â
âUh huh.â Jowd doesnât sound quite convinced, and is perfectly aware that theyâre both hypocrites. Theyâre fine, they say just to inform the other that they arenât. This isnât. It is both fine-yet-not in that no, they arenât falling apart right now but circumstances are grinding on them.
(Somewhere, Deci might wonder if Cabanela is starting to understand the true burden of being a Manipulator.)
The touch of his hand against his face coaxes the smile to show even more, at least. But thereâs a distant look in his eye, seeing somewhere else for a moment before refocusing.
âI imagine you were quite the sight there,â Jowd says, but he wonders. He wonders if itâs the same as it used to be.Â