What is life

You freak out when your supplies end

People comment on your eyes

You become a self-made chemist doing mixes of various drugs

You can’t sleep enough or you sleep too much. Or you have a messed up sleep schedule in general

You lose weight

You drink a drug instead of water

You try different methods of administration to see what works best

You lie about not being high

You get cravings and have a meltdown if you don’t get your drugs

Withdrawals and rocking back and forth

You don’t know if you’re anxious, irritable and depressed because of withdrawals or because you’re depressed

You think IVing is the last stage of addiction and you never want to get there, but sometimes you do

Your tolerance skyrockets and you hate it

Tolerance, that bitch

You can’t wait for your next high

You were told to go to rehab

You lost at least one person because of your addiction

You isolate yourself and focus on drugs

You hang out with other junkies

All you think about is how high something can get you

You’re hated, walked on, discriminated against because of your drug use

Your personality changes

You find yourself being selfish and a liar sometimes

You want to try something new