but andrew has already made a tremendous amount of recovery even before the start of tfc, before neil. he came to terms with his sexuality in the aftermath of rape & sexual abuse, stopped cutting, and even whilst believing there isnt wasnt and never could be, allowed for kevin to attempt to find him something worth living for. and he has still a lifetime of recovery left, and wont ever be all the way better, but even through the seemingly blatant disregard for his own worth and life, he still (un?)consciously tries at getting there every day he continues breathing, and that is ?? really terribly beautiful 

embarrassing yourself sucks but it is Not the end of the world. I'm telling me this

[walks thru a bead curtain into my blog]

the strongest bond is probably pad wings to themselves. the weakest is probably pad wings to your underwear

it's so hardcover –> we're so paperback

this post is making me pronounce hardcover in a way i never considered

anyone else feel like a very maladjusted young alien girl child wearing the skin of a grown woman