i’m fine, except

𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚏 𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎

i constantly, i think to myself

// “it’s getting pretty cold...”

// “no... it’s spring now.”

// i’m a coward...

but i wanted to stay by your side //

// things would have been so much better back then

if we had heard each other’s voices //

// a flower raised in a greenhouse is still beautiful

even though it knows no adversity—

but a flower growing in the field

that has braved wind, cold and heat

// don’t ever give up

even if it’s painful... even if it’s agonizing

// when i say it doesn't hurt me

"if I were the rain

that binds together the Earth and the sky

whom in all eternity will never mingle...

would I be able to bind two hearts together?"

// you said my sadness was like the sun

beautiful from a distance

// even if you lose your memories

the ones that are engraved in your heart

and the ones that exist in your soul