I feel like I’m never ducking good enough for anyone why is it that anytime I’m ever interested in anyone they end up more interested in my friends like why am I not good enough ever for a person I want

I hate how attached I get to guys so easily me I hate it I hate it I hate how do I become more secure HELP

We just ended things. I’m. Not. Ok.

I wish I never fucking met him. These past two days I feel like I’m so out of my body and not present and just dizzy like I keep replaying the same stupid events and getting so happy and then so sad and then forget where I am and like being here rn doesn’t feel real I legit feel like I am not here i wish I never ducking met him these past 3 years have been the worst thing I’ve ever dealt with I literallt just want it all to end