ffn/ao3/IG: fluoxetinehcl

I think I'm going to be on writing hiatus.

#fluo doesn't write #fluo doesn't draw #fluo random

If you want to read what's in my head :

Depressed brain said : "Why should you write when other writers can do it better than you?" "Why should you draw when others can do better and get more likes than you?" "Why should you post Rufus screenshot everyday when other could be doing the same. (but maybe not everyday)"

My healthy brain tried to tell me : "Because you love him! You create them because you love him! Not for likes!!"

Depressed brain : "It doesn't matter. You just waste your time. Why would you spend 7-9 hours for his artwork only to get 20 likes? Why would you write for hours only to get crickets?"

Healthy brain : "20 people are a lot!! They can't even fit inside my room!"

Depressed brain : "Well, other gets 100+ likes. For drawing other can get 1k likes, or hundreds. lmao."

Healthy brain : "But I love him!"

Depressed brain : "No more. You fall out of love with him."

Fluo : And there, you saw how annoying my brain is. They're fighting inside my head. 🤣🤣🤣

#ffxiv #ffxiv art #ff14 #pototdoodle

I... don't remember why I did it. Probably because of a discord conversation. About what frame could be in Rufus office...

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Cute couple! 💕

Thank you so much @/mippa for ordering Potot’s Doodle!

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#rufus shinra #rufus shinra x reader #rufus shinra x female reader #WOOOOW NEW CHAPTERRRR

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter 86 : The Proposal

Summary: Rufus was lying on your bed, checking all the details of Plan W.

Starting tomorrow, no daily Rufus until I'm mentally stable (what?)

#rufus shinra #yes I tag rufus shinra #temporary divorce #rufus shinra overdose

Hehe, bullied

TSENG PHONE SCENE

Incoming phone call

Picking up the phone call

Which mean...

This guy is speaking without picking up...

#stupidfus

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Good morning, darling~ 💕

#fluo random #fluo's lore

TW : Depression, Anxiety

It's been four months since I started taking medication again...

And weirdly it was super alright on first month, but now I feel so so so awful...

It's exhausting... Drinking meds are exhausting... My next appointment is in two weeks... But I feel so awful...

I hope I can function to draw for clients. I think it will be okay!

Well... I'm just tired...

My anxiety is so annoying... My brain keeps making the worst-case scenarios for every little thing... Never stop... Never...

#fluo random

Me, receiving people's kindness : 🥹😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

I'm not get used with people being kind and sincere. Most of the time they're kind to me because they want something from me (like gifting things to maintain relationship) (happened 3 times already)

When I still lived with my parents, I can feel the insincerity because they kept scolding me (for whatever) and then yelling at me about me not being grateful for things they had given to me. (like "We did this for you! We did that for you! We give this for you! But you're ungrateful.")

So...

Yeah... It's hard to receive kindness from others... 🥹😭🤣🤣

He's looking so good...

We were talking with @demialwrites and she was saying in some YouTube video, the background is very ugly. Looking like a .jpg background.

So I sayed it's because Rufus became crazy with his confinement, and now thinks he's the president. So his father locked him in a room with a false background and let him think he reigns on Shinra.

That's why he faking phone call (to understand this faking phone call, it's here).

demial4

This still makes me so sad. 😭

But it would be an interesting idea to explore. Did it happen because his father is alive and suddenly became very, very cruel? Or did Sephiroth do this using whispers or something like that? Perhaps Rufus has Jenova cells and Sephiroth is showing him visions?

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He annoyed

#wow aggression #approved

He annoyed