Atira

That being said, I wish I could congratulate certain people's graduations by posting their pictures (bcs I couldn't attend directly). But then I remember that I didn't get the same thing back then so maybe it's better if I keep their pictures to myself. Esp since I wasn't asked and their responses were rather dry.

Maybe I'm about to regret it, and maybe I regret expressing my feelings and what I want to other people. Heck, I don't even know what I'm going to do tomorrow let alone having a long term plan. Life is smacking the shit out of me for years now and I'm afraid they will see me as good-for-nothing type of person (which I probably am, at the moment). So, through this post, I want to apologize to everyone who probably feels uneasy or getting hurt by what I do. Believe me, I'm still trying to figure myself out and so far, I'm still in a dark tunnel without any leads whatsoever. I don't want to bring you into my own mess, that's all I want for now.