!!please read and bring awareness this is important!!
my home life has never been good recently i realize i may not get out of my situation untill im 18 and even then my parents could try to say i am not mentally campable of takeing care of my self and im not but i've already figured out liveing arrange ments for when i am 18-19 i just turned 14 over the years my dad has yelled at us blamed god/jesus for his bad life pushed us and threatened to shoot me and my grandfather my mother dose not take action unless it someone effects her my grandmother has said she would take custody over me and so im currently gathering proof of his actions and how the house looks there roachs every where it smells like dog piss and roach shit all over the house but mainly the liveing room and its a sensory nightmare i own two gunia pigs and even then with all the other strong smells its over whelming there dishs that haven't been washed in two months(we use paper plates paper blows and plastic knifes forks and spoons) i mostly eat microwaveables but even then i can't stand it cuz the microwave is infested with roachs sometimes food is not dumped out and is left to rot or mold in the pot or pan it was cooked in in the past before i was born no one told me but i recently found out from my grandmother that my dad was a dope head he dose weed now i have almost killed my self and ran away cuz of him i made plans but never exacuted them and i also have thoughts of killing him due to the fact he continuously mentally and emotionally abuses me and my mom and my parents have been divorced twice before i was born allegedly my mom has thrown objects at my dad in the past in thoso marrages tho i think it was the opposite due to his current and past actions i am scared for my safety and my mothers i know its shitty to put my self frist but my mom has shown she won't take action nor save her self so i need to put my self frist before i die in this shit hole tho if it dosen't get better i could run away
HOW YOU can help and or bring awareness<3
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