I ASK PEOPLE FOR MORE ย ย ย ย ย ย THAN THEY CAN GIVE ME.
the sclera visible below the iris; the jarring change of winter daylight; afghan blankets half unspooled; a thousand yard feast, a woman at the end of the table without a fork to be seen; green apples discarded, half-eaten; dog-eared books folded to the center of the page, stained; a smeared portrait with its lips dyed a vicious stain of red; a dulled kitchen knife glinting in the afternoon sun; the mouth of an envelope torn open like a wound
โ ย IRAJ KOBEISSIย / ย flower of iceย ๏นย ย full applicationย ย ๏นย ย pinterest
I. TL:DR cw: familicide, death, suicide, cults, mass murder, arson
Trains to become a sword master to reclaim family honor. Doesnโt give a shit.
Kills her family and starts exploring the world to find herself. She is an artist, a clown, a cult member, a bodyguard, security to a ship, etc. She takes on miscellaneous jobs wherever she goes.ย
Insert a long and growing list of the atrocities Iraj has engaged in for peopleโs hands in love / curiosity. Notably setting fire to a village for Madame Massacreโs favor, killing Child of Flameโs spared victims, killing people for their blood so she can turn it into paint, becoming a circus clown and terrorizing children (pennywise fr), joining a cult and actively recruiting people, and much more!
Finally, Iraj has a love affair with a woman she refers to as OXEYE DAISY, Iraj attempts to kill a love competitor but fails. Daisy manipulates Iraj into turning herself in. She accepts every charge against her whether it is true or not.
Iraj has a former mentee, CRABGRASS, kill Daisy as she mistakes a letter sent to her jail cell as a plea for death.
Iraj is straight chilling in prison, finding it a little cramped but OK. Is getting a tiny bit antsy.
I.ย VIBES / INSPIRATIONS
monster clown ( quite literally, but also psychologically )
in another lifetime she is both the discord mod and discord kitten
deeply embroiled in the absurd but not quite understanding it. she is the first half of theย โmyth of sisyphusโ without cause to finish
if she were to create a movie it would be something like โthe girl in the house across the street from the girl in the windowโ orย โthe birdsโ 1963
pinocchio -ย โI have the whole world to see!โ / wait damn i didnโt realize a parallel to iraj is this wooden hoe. yonkers scoob.
itโs the not caring to be human while still deeply caring about being called inhuman but not understanding why you care and so you try and mimic those around you while also feeling superior that youโre not engulfed in grief, but also feeling like youโre missing out on something vital, and you attempt to induce it artificially but it leaves you feeling unsatisfied because itโs not real and therefore you donโt actually experience the full emotion, but not knowing how else to go about it and so you continue doing what youโre doing and hoping one day it will produce the results you want, but this is just creating a cycle of emptiness and widening the chasm without a real need to do so
iraj is the immortal snail meme
IV. ย PLOTS ย / ย WANTED CONNECTIONS.
Every unhinged woman needs a logical partner. This type of affection isnโt romantic and I like to think itโs the kind of feeling childhood friends have for each other even when their interests begin to diverge. Theyโre an unlikely pair and thatโs what makes everything fit. It leaves you saying โhuh. When/how the hell did this happen?โ
I just think itโd be fun if she and someone else were friends and bonded over being Evil together. Imagine Hikaru and Kaoru kind of playful mischievousness but obviously much worse because theyโre all bad people lol. maybe your character is manipulating mine and while Iraj might have an inkling as to whatโs happening she doesnโt give a shit. As long as itโs kinda fun!
Someone Iraj feels compelled to save without the desire to have something paid in return. She canโt explain the feeling, and it quite honestly makes her feel uncomfortable. Iโd love to hash this out with someone while we gnaw on each otherโs bones.
I donโt know if weโre allowed to have cellmates in prison, but damn I think itโd be fun if they could. Maybe they were cell mates at the beginning of their sentences but shit happened and now theyโre separated. Were they friends, enemies, gossips โ did they try to carve a hole in the wall with a spoon together? Who knows!
You saw her at her silliest. (Clown Era)
You saw her at her most Depressedย โข (Cult Era)
Iraj was your sidekick for a while. She helped you do whatever it is that you did but parted ways eventually. I would like for this to be a mutual / didnโt-leave-on-bad-terms connection but Iโd be fine with them being enemies as well. I think her sidekick era came right before her clown era, so imagine one day Iraj wakes you up like โHey, uh, Iโm leaving tonight. You remember HEMP and how they said I wouldnโt be a good clown? Iโm about to prove them wrong. Iโll catch โya later, ok? Weโll reconnect when life gets less busy. Wish you all the best love!โ
Straight up, I donโt know why anyone would willingly be her muse but I think itโd be really funny for either A.) you really wanted to be her muse and thought her art was cool even if it was weird or B.) jk I donโt have another idea, but I could come up with more on demand like trained monkey.
Iraj thought [LOCATION] was a place to confess your sins. You listened but not because you wanted to. You two never saw each other, and politeness maybe kept you there while she poured her โheart out.โ Now you have the secret code to her journals and to every weird thought sheโs ever had. I think she would try and talk to you during this confessional as well, even if thatโs not how itโs supposed to go. Regardless if you answered though, she would have continued.
Iraj accepted every charge she was accused of. What if she pleaded guilty to one of your characterโs actual crimes?
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