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you can hear your heart beat from under your shirt,

your spine arches,

all the hairs on your arms stick up,

your hands become white form clenching your fists.

Just when you think you can't take another breath without exploding into a episode

-a wave, like an ocean of nothingness flows through every cavity of your body.

You can't feel anything now.

Your body becomes heavy.

You fall into the chair because you can barely hold yourself up. Every muscle in your face becomes relaxed with no expression.

The words circling your mind vanish.

Then you feel as if nothing in the world could make you feel anything ever again.

Did it feel good?

My lips on yours

It's been awhile

It felt the same

Goosebumps

The same bad habits

The same dirty room

I love you

You even smelled the same

Your soft spoken voice so gentle it tickles my ears

I love you

Your art has gotten SO good

Why did you crack my back

Are you thinking about me too

Your laugh is so cute.

Probably not

We were both pretty drunk.