charlz kafka

my 21st birthday was yesterday and i got drunk as hell. today i had a meeting with my research team. life is bliss.

finished interview with the vampire ii two days and i still haven’t recovered. like what do i even watch now…

ordered something off tiktok shop…y’all won

going on a beach trip, life kinda feels like an indie movie rn. need to smoke

i got new earrings and i actually hate the way they look in my ears. i should’ve pierced them further apart i’m literally an idiot and the dumbest person to ever exist (i’m gonna get over it in a couple hours)

it’s crazy how a song can make me feel like everything will be alright

my dog came in my room specifically to sleep next to me. i feel so lucky to be loved.

it’s crazy how the bathroom you grew up crying in, doing your makeup badly in, pierced your ears in, had photoshoot with friends in can just become so unfamiliar. i wonder if i’m just as unfamiliar to her as she is to me.

i feel a horror binge coming, it's all i want to consume right now. i have an abundance of horror manga/books but i'm kind of scared for horror movie recommendations because the last one I watched involved implied SA/rape with zero warning. where do I find horror that makes my skin crawl, that makes me so terrified to go to sleep that DOESN'T involve the sexual assault of girls/women?