Words Left Unspoken

Posted on here in along time which honestly is a great thing, reading back to all this depressing shit I have posted... 

-ddw

Nothing to live for.

I don't wake up tomorrow

Bob I miss you so much, I miss your laughter your voice everything about you!!! This year is the first year with out you on the holidays.... ☹️

I Miss You so much... 

I lost my grandpa my life has been more fucked up then I could ever fucking imagine... I wish I died instead of him.

I just feel broken I feel numb I'll never be who I was before...

with out you.... Im not suffocated I can breathe again..

After 6 years of my friendship, with someone I thought was there for me like I was for her. I gave her a place to stay when she had no where else lended her money and was there for her no matter what just to be used… She replaced are friendship for a guy she has been with not over 3 fucking months. And when I needed her the fucking most after the hardest most tragic shit in my life she decides to be there for him… over ME

When you have to pretend to be “okay”  because you know, No matter how hard you try to explain to someone how you really feel or what your going through they wouldn't / Cant understand.. So your all alone in your head its like a prison you know you can never get out of.. 

your attention...

Myself anymore.

It doesn't seem real that your gone forever...

My grandpa was in the navy and he is obsessed with everything that reminds him of it... This is what I'm getting tattooed for him it's beyond beautiful... This goes to my hero that has fought so hard and held his pride...

This is the hardest thing I’ve ever been through..
My emotions are whack right now I don’t even know how to feel. I know he has been sick for a while but it never seemed real… Until I received this message last night.. He is my hero and I’m blessed for as many time and memories I got to share with him…