Becoming Me

Anyway had wine tonight and I haven’t been drinking. Wonder if that affected my mood

This was mostly necessitated by it being so hot I was nearly dying but still, I did it!

Now, I know a lot of that is water weight etc but seeing the 120s on the scale again is such motivation to keep going 💪🏻💪🏻

I feel like people are ALWAYS so against you looking any bit smaller and it’s like kind of hard to deal with tbh. It feels like people are shaming you because you’re changing their perception of you. But their perception of you is not necessarily the real you, or who you have to be forever

continuing to do well on my steps recently. Idk what Garmin thinks my goal is, but my actual goal is 13k/day and I’ve been hitting that

Unfortunately that is the only place I’ve been doing well. Have been eating like a maniac which is not great - and I’ve had foods that I’m allergic to so I’m very very bloated too.

i guess it’s good confirmation that I have lost weight and am starting to look more toned, but whew do I still have a long way to go

Still, we persist! Made a healthy egg white and oat bake for brunch today, having shrimp and veggies (and maybe some halo top) for dinner. Idk what my walk is going to be, but there will be one! And if I keep making good decisions the changes will come