Life is a Mystery

As much as I should be upset right now I'm not. My mom went into full cardiac arrest on Thursday, not sure if it was an overdose or what. She's been unresponsive for a few days but is now getting "better" but if she has major permanent damage then that's not better for her. I was hoping she'd either recover or not, I sound like an asshole and not that I want my mom to die but it would've been easier on her and the family because nobody can take care of her if she needs care constantly. This has been a long time coming with her drug problem for the last 8 years... Nothing we can do about it but it's definitely going to be even more stress than normal. I have to get out of here, I move to Florida soon for school and move on with my life. I hate to be a dick but I have to move on with my life, I hope she gets better because the family can't handle his anymore. She's had this problem so long, we've had 2 deaths in which she has caused so much extra stress due to being drugged up or drunk, and now this. Can't handle this anymore. Don't do drugs kids.