UNKNOWN REGIONS

I went on hiatus in June without saying a word and now tumblr is ending so I have to write this, because this blog will be deleted for sure.

When I drew my first comic with Kylo and Hux back in 2015 I had no idea it would start a new period in my life. It all started with the blog first-disorder which was first a side blog to my main and then its own separate account. Kylux fandom was the best online experience I’ve ever had even if it had it’s darker moments and sometimes I would regret making that blog. I felt like a part of a larger community first time in my life however sad it sounds. It was the first time when I felt brave enough to open to new people and actually engage in the community. 

I met so many friends in the course of those 2 and half years I was active in fandom. I’m still talking to some people I met here, some turned out to be the most fatal and destructive relationships in my life, some were just there for a moment. I don’t regret meeting any of them, of you. If we don’t talk anymore, it was great while it lasted and not less valid because it ended. It meant a world to me back then.

Despite being inactive here for 6 months and leaving kylux behind I’m still sad that this blog will most likely be deleted by staff. I have a great fondness for this blog, it’s like burning a photo album full of memories. I consider year 2016 when I was the most active here one of the best years in my life. I feel like a chapter in my life is coming to an end.

I don’t know if anyone who was in this community with me back then is still around to read this, I’m pretty sure most of the people this message is for won’t see it. Still I want to thank you for those 2 and half years. I want to thank you for enjoying my content, inspiring me, making me laugh and making me feel like I have a place in the world where I belong.