🍂 autumn vibe 🍂

i'm sorry i didn't respond to your DM for 23 days. the number on the notification icon got really big and i began having irrational anxious thoughts such as "what if people are in there trying to contact me"

i like multiple versions of the same thing. which is why fics are perfect like yes he says it. yes he doesn’t and it’s tragic. yes they’re making out sloppy in the purgatory rift. i want it all. 

yes cas is gay. yes cas is bi, yes cas is ace. cas is a virgin. cas is a sex god. angel cas endgame. human cas endgame. cas has only ever been with dean. cas has been with many before dean. give me. alllll the versions 

it’s like. i entertain multiple versions of things and many conflicting headcanons (esp in fics) but there’s also a fixed canon for me when I’m watching the show y’know ? but idk how ppl can just choose one thing and reject all possibilities. so bisexual of me i know

not to be all "these two words will change your life" or whatever, but I promise you, programming in "good catch!" as your response to people correcting you/pointing out errors or whatever removes so much friction from interactions, and comes with a delightful happy meal toy of "not hating yourself so much for making mistakes"

I use "I stand corrected" a lot. The mild silliness of the outdated language makes it work for me.

what do people without mental illnesses even think about

Do we have a franz kafka diary entry for july 1st, i want to know what he thinks!!!

vampires always like “i could kill you if I wanted” like? yeah? so could another human being. so could a dog. so could a dedicated duck. you arent special

if (late) jody met s1 dean there would be another wayward sister

no piece of supernatural commentary will ever be as impactful as ‘what happened to all the pussy on supernatural’

plutonic lesbian friends (that do nothing for me)

Yeah, it's time to get this post out again

nobody else doing it like me. particularly because the way i’m doing it is needlessly difficult

I do love that when the Heated Rivalry’s show runner was asked about casting queer actors to play queer characters he ignored the bait and was just straight up like “You can’t ask that. That’s illegal.” lmao because yeah. It is. Weird how a lot of discourse on this subject acts like this is not a factor.

you gotta read, you gotta write, you gotta draw, you gotta watch films and shows. there is literally NO time to be employed