archived.

private & selective indie oc rp based on the final girl trope. multiple verses available. 21+ only. written by em (23 | she/her)

anastasia lost herself sometimes. it usually wasn't for long, and she usually didn't go very far, but she was lost all the same.

she'd been standing in the kitchen, holding a glass of water and deciding what to make for lunch. it had been a rather mundane afternoon, so to speak, until she suddenly remembered that it was kennedy's birthday. or rather, it would have been. lunch forgotten she was suddenly struck by the memory of the last birthday they spent together. they'd gotten italian food, just the two of them.

kennedy had dished on who was driving her nuts in her art history class and why she was so sure this was finally gonna be the semester she dropped out to become a model. anastasia had listened dutifully, happy to be in the company of her best friend and roommate with how often they'd been apart due to classes and other commitments. stuck in the memory, anastasia wants to scream. wants to warn kennedy about the real villain in her life. but she can't open her mouth. she can't move. all she can do is sit there and smile as kennedy speaks.

she can hear someone calling her name like a faraway whisper, startling as she realizes jester is now at her shoulder— the glass in her hand now shattered. "oh, sorry." she apologizes before she can stop herself, knows she doesn't really have to. "i um— it's nothing." nothing she says, while her hand bleeds from the cut now blossoming across her palm. she says nothing when jes carefully leads her out of the kitchen and to the bathroom, a little bit embarrassed that day to day life still kicks her ass in the most unexpected ways. sitting on the toilet seat, she does feel grateful that she at least isn't going through this alone. a breath in and out. at least there's that.

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