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I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode

big life tips dont be neurodivergent dont be poor dont get in any sort of situation and dont let yourself need or crave

not getting good reports back on your progress with this guys

Remember when Jodie Whitaker regenerated into David Tenant and rather than wearing the previous doctors clothes like every single new who doctor before him he magically regenerated with his own fuckass suit because rtd said her outfit which was specifically designed to be androgynous was too feminine for David Tenant to wear and it would look silly. It was all over from that moment. Like it was over. The fact that she even regenerated into David Tenant in the first place was bad enough. Anyway.

Me but that terrible, horrible, looming thing I am trying to avoid and escape as much as possible is my boss. One more bullshit and I'll be running and screaming towards her.

the trinity santos isa briones reaction is actually the perfect demonstration of misogyny in fandom. not only is trinity santos widely regarded as a bitchy, unpleasant, unprofessional character despite clearly being portrayed as a complex, sometimes caustic, but ultimately deeply compassionate and caring character while male characters who are just as snarky and "problematic" get labelled as funny (abbot) or troubled (langdon), but the character's actor, isa briones, is repeatedly getting harassed while performing on stage, with audience members screaming "jokes" about santos at her and filling the comments of every video of her singing with similar discussions of santos being awful, while her male co-star patrick ball is able to perform on broadway with no harassment and have nothing but pleasant interactions with fans

hey this is apparently helping a lot of people! adding that on top of this you can also go to settings > personalization > colors and turn off transparency to also boost performance. this wasn't the Big Fix for me but might as well do that too if you're trying to optimize.

we fucking found them?