rati

your eyes are looking dead... was something i said

young and sad

to be a romantic in a world full of agenda and dishonesty is possibly the worst feeling. the days of nobility are past... it's not even about a different era, it is about the evolution of human beings. more and more seem to be innately selfish forgetting that we only have each other - each other to lean on and hold onto.

how do you and how can you escape your own mind? you do all you have to, get sun, sleep, exercise, socialize... is it ever enough? why do the voices never stop - why is nothing ever enough?

the scariest thing is feeling your body start to change to fight or flight, feeling the emerging tears, your heart beating faster and faster and before you know it - you are in a pool of your own tears, shaking, clinging onto air but wishing there was none at all. is this the human condition? is this what we do to each other? it's always talks of compassion and care yet when that hour strikes, you find yourself alone as if you just entered the world.

it's a chilling feeling to be around people and still feel vastly alone, white noise kind of alone... i just wonder if that feeling ever goes away

it's a funny thing, i met someone a while ago... someone who told me i heald them, healed their scars, their trauma and all i had left we're broken pieces i had to pick up for myself

do you ever just sit and think how much you care for others, how much of your love and energy you pour into them... only for them to take all you have and leave you once they get their supply? no word of a warning, just vanish...