★ : sera 🍋‍🟩

i’m so mad. we click every way possible but he’s two states away. we spent like an hour talking about how much we liked each other and how much we got along but couldn’t do anything because we are so far apart. he’s everything i’ve ever wanted. he’s nerdy, chalant, handsome, funny, kind, and so much more. we share some of the same interests and he listens to me ramble. we both are tired of the same thing on dating apps and view so many aspects of butchfemme the same. he’s a stone top and i’m a pillow princess and he’s butch4femme and finds me attractive and i find him attractive and he doesn’t mind my bad flirting and he thinks it’s cute. but he’s 6 hours away.

update he changed his bio to match mine ughhhh 👅

the whole time we’ve been texting i’ve been cheesing like a fucking idiot AUUGGHHHHHHHHHHH

guys. something lesbian is happening to me

FLIRTING W MT TIKTOK MOOT THAT IVE BEEN TALKING TO FOR A FEW WEEKS AND IM BAD AT FLIRTING BUT I APOLOGIZE FOR BEING CRINGE AND HE SAYS “no it’s okay i think it’s cute” AND I SAY “WHAT 👅” AND HE SAYS “do i have to repeat myself” AAUUUUGGGHHHHHHHH 👅

dear tiktok lesbians, why THE FUCK are yall like “ughh pretty femmes hmu” “looking for someone to match my freak” “i’m soo lonely no one ever likes butches like me” but then when i fucking reach out like “hey you’re rlly cute i thought it would be nice to get to know you, if this make you uncomfortably my bad!!” and then yall js LEAVE ME ON READ. does saying “femmes HMU” not actually mean to hit you up??? is this my autism or my ugliness causing it??

yesterday he told me he was in the middle on if he saw us as more than friends or not. then today he makes a playlist for me filled with love songs and title is about how attractive i am

if you were wondering about my last post, he wasn’t actually in the hotel room that night, it was the next night. he was just ignoring me. and then sunday, we had a date. called me 30 minutes into my drive where i was 20 minutes away and told me he had some stuff going on but will still make it. then I HAD TO TEXT HIMto get an update. and then he left ne on read for 30 minutes and i said “dude ive been here for over an hour wtf is going on” and he told me he had to rain check and it was the SECOND TIME he has canceled our date. so yeah if there is any studs/butches in ohio or the ashland area hmu please

person i’m talking to is currently in a hotel room w his ex. hasn’t texted in hours. crying over not having someone who loves me a lot. hungry.

WHERE ARE THE SINGLE STUDS AND BUTCHES WHO ARE 17-19!!!!!! OH MY GOD. every time i try to flirt with one THEY ALWAYS HAVE A PARTNER 😞 PLEASE WHERE ARE YALL PMRASE

i’m so tired. i’m so fucking tired. i just got off work, when i left my step mom said there would be chicken in the fridge for me. i come home, there is NOTHING. there is just pure bs in the fridge, nothing i can eat. there isn’t even any ingredients for me to make something. i know for a fact that everyone else got to eat because i saw pans covered in oil on the stove. there has been so many times they’ve “forgotten” to give me food and keep enough food for me to eat too, i understand we are tight on money, but every time we are, im always the one who doesn’t eat. why can’t we split the food up equally so we can all eat.